Request for Counselling

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I am a male adult of 28years, with 1 baby boy (1 months old) My journey for success has been God. After trying all sorts of jobs in my country not limited to joining the army, it wasnt a success for me. However, i had my love who i loved so much to the extent of promising her real marriage. She's good, beautiful, educated, and also loves God. Since our homes (parents) are not well off, i decided to travel abroad to maybe look for greener pasture. (Better paying job). However i was disturbed spiritually, when the mass looked at me as someone who wasnt upright in God's kingdom. I faced alot of torments, some would say i'm slow, tough, silent, and worst of all, i was teased that i could loss my life if i never left my fiancee whom i left back in my country. I have seen God manifest into my life and many gates have been broken. But when i came back to my country, i lost moral for work, my fiancee left me in real pain, my family was scared of me, im just leaving a life like as if I am a spy, and as i talk now, i am yarning to go to Israel at least to keep peace by fighting against peace brakers. There's a message God is trying to reveal us. But i don't know what it could be. My question is How do we fight and completely conquer satan? How can I pray to bring back my lost love? How can I get back to work?