Would you like to be a tech nail?

I guess you can try to practice it and see if you are able to handle it.

You can practice on your mother. If you become good at your job, it should boost your confidence and decrease the anxiety. Some nail tech social media influencers also sell premade nails, or work on fake hands. Once you build a portfolio you can show the client the outcome so you'll be more confident as you can let them know exactly what you're able to do, so less pressure as well. Such job would give you more than money, it can boost your self-esteem especially if it ends up being your "vocation". I also think people will be more compassionate and understanding if you show up as a person with a disability, they might be inspired by your courage and determination. However, it'd really help if you like working on nails in the first place, if you're a creative type. And if your mother is willing to support you, even better. If I had someone who insisted and whom I could practice on, I'd give it a try. Then nowadays people spend a lot of time on their phones, I suppose even clients can keep themselves entertained and avoid talking to me unless necessary, while I work on them.

Two hours? A regular manicure shouldn’t take that long unless you are doing little designs on the nails. Maybe you could just do regular manicures. And hey, if you don’t think you can, then tough for them. What you want is more important.

It would be a nail tech its called here..that would be nice but it would be hard of your anxiety. I am able to do it as I was trained in it. But like you, ....people.

How can you work at home doing nails? Tech sounds like a knowledgeable position, like an internet tech. Two hours is a long time. It probably won't turn out well if you do it because someone is making you do it. I say find a job or develop a skill in something that you want to do. There are other jobs out there.