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SO LET'S TELL YOU A LITTLE ABOUT ME. I'M AN EX-CON/EX-DOPER/EX-HUSBAND/EX-CHRISTIAN/EX-OILFIELD WORKER...YOU GET THE PICTURE, RIGHT? I LIVE IN SOUTHEAST ILLINOIS USA AND AM PRETTY SET IN MY WAYS AT THE RIPE OLD AGE OF 49. I'M AGNOSTIC, SARCASTIC, PSYCHOTIC AND I DON'T CARE WHO KNOWS...IT MAKES IT EASIER ON EVERYONE INVOLVED IF THEY UNDERSTAND THIS FROM THE START. DON'T EVER TAKE ANYTHING I SAY PERSONAL, UNLESS I TELL YOU TO, BECAUSE MOST OF IT IS JUST FOR FUN. THANKS FOR READING THIS BRIEF INTRO, AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY VIEWING MY PROFILE.
I LOVE LIFE. I HATE LIARS. KITTENS AND PUPPIES ARE COOL!PREJUDICED PEOPLE ARE NOT. I LIKE MEETING NEW PEOPLE. I WILL ACCEPT SOME (BUT NOT ALL) FRIEND REQUESTS. PLEASE DON'T REQUEST ME UNLESS YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ANSWERING AT LEAST 5 OF MY PREVIOUS DISCUSSIONS. THESE TELL YOU WHAT I'M LIKE. IF YOU AREN'T INTERESTED IN AT LEAST 5...WHAT'S THE POINT?
MOST OF MY POSTS ARE QUITE A BIT ON THE SARCASTIC SIDE, BUT SOME ARE QUITE SERIOUS. I DO LOVE TO HAVE A BIT OF FUN HERE; MANY OF MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I JUST HAVE TO BE A SMARTA$$, IT'S IN MY NATURE AND I CAN'T HELP IT. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE TOO SERIOUS ALL THE TIME, BUT SOMETIMES I HAVE TO BE. WHEN I AM SERIOUS, I AM EXTREMELY SERIOUS. I THINK MY OPINION PROBABLY DOESN'T REALLY MATTER 99% OF THE TIME, BUT I LOVE TO GIVE IT TO PEOPLE ANYWAY.
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| | | WINTER OF THE HEART Inside my soul is freezing rain
Waiting for the sun to shine on me again
I've never felt this way before
It's a cold Winter of the heart Seems all I knew is now untrue
So much I thought that I could do
Now lies before me, broken
And I don't know where to start To mend this broken life of mine
To stop and try to find the time
To reach out to the ones I love
And show them that I care But this frozen heart inside of me
It just won't seem to let me be
I hide inside this life I live
And gaze a distant stare I think of how it used to be
I felt so open, wild and free
But growing old has chained my soul
And left me standing numb So quiet, seeming unaware
Of all around, as if I care
No more of what befalls my life
My voice and tongue both dumb Still, deep inside a small flame burns
And someday chance that I may learn
To open up my soul again
And fly upon the wind |
| MY MYLOT HISTORY:
MYKLJ999-OCTOBER 16TH, 2006/JANUARY 15TH, 2009
OZONE_PLAYER-JANUARY 15TH, 2009/JANUARY 19TH, 2009
MYKLJ999_VERSION_2-JANUARY 19TH, 2009/JULY 18TH, 2009
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