fortunebee started a new discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
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If destiny could have given me a longer time to be with her, I would most definitely try to make her proud. I know that most of the time when my mother was alive, I was very rebellious - more of talking back a lot. I wasn't respectful so many times. I admit to the times that I wished that I can be left alone because I know that I can survive. I take it back. I regret even allowing such thou...

fortunebee started a new discussion called What is mylot to you? in questions & answers.
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With all honesty, I find mylot to be my breather...my confidant. I get to express my feelings through writing and not everyone around me knows about this. I'm not sure if this is good, but hearing other people's opinions on my points of view actually help. There are many who clarifies issues I feel that sometimes I don't get answers from my immediate environment. I am thankful to those who have...

fortunebee commented in a discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
1 week ago
You are right. When I reflect on the past, there were A LOT of fond memories with my mom. I realized the extra loving care that she always expressed without me noticing it before. Indeed life is too short. And I'll keep on trying to love, give, and forgive. I may encounter instances that I may get lost for answers, but I'll try to remember the lessons taught by my mom. Thank you alicegarin!

fortunebee commented in a discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
1 week ago
The effort you exert to make your mother feel that she is loved is great. Even if in some instances she may not remember things, a simple smile on her face will wipe your tiredness away. I recall that when I was told by my mom the week before she passed away that she saw how much I loved her because I took her to the hospital when she felt so much pain. My reply to her was that 'Of course, I lo...

fortunebee commented in a discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
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Hi Cream!It was a sunny day when we sent my mom to the cemetery. I was the first one to notice a form of cloud that looked like a thumbs up. My dad interpreted it the same way I did, that my mom was saying she's okay. I have felt her guidance numerous times and I know for a fact that she is watching over us. Our mother will always love us and let's be thankful for the gift of love they left...

fortunebee commented in a discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
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Thanks Gabs!I try to make sure that I live up my promise to her which is oversee my sister. I know that as we grow older, we will have our own lives to live. The guilt that I feel is when I try to think for myself. I wonder if it will upset her if I decide to live for myself. Of course, perhaps not, because I know that she would want me to be happy also. I will take your advise and I will t...

fortunebee commented in a discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
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I guess it is true that what goes around comes around. Meaning, I should pay it forward to someone else even if I wasn't able to do so for my mom. She was great and I hope that I can share her teachings to others as well. I'll lift my head up and remember her teachings as my guide. (^_^)

fortunebee commented in a discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
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Yes, I do love her very much. And just a simple greeting over the phone really makes a difference. Hearing a familiar voice always can lift up your mood. Thank you (^_^)

fortunebee commented in a discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
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Hi Soybean!Isn't it an interesting fact about life. Even when we know the answers at the back of our head, we sometimes can't be in control of how we wish things to turn into. But if there is a lesson learned, we shouldn't repeat history itself, but instead learn from it and see what we can improve on for ourselves and for others. Thank you! (^_^)

fortunebee commented in a discussion called I miss her very much! in daughter.
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Hi Lornal!Thank you. A mother's love is the greatest. I do try to show more love with my dad as well. He's one great dad. Always supportive. Have a great day!