@kaspera on myLot

kaspera @kaspera (46) • United States 19 Sep 10

Is it normal to feel nothing? I know what you are thinking. I am not a sociopath. I tend to feel emotion at inappropriate times, and at other inappropriate times, I feel no emotion whatsoever. I get sad news, and I feel a chilling...

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kaspera I think that maybe you are right about part of it. I probably do it to shield myself from pain. The problem is that I don't know that I do it, and I don't know how to fix it. Sometimes I do not know what it is that is bothering me, so it is a little difficult...

19 Sep 10

kaspera @kaspera (46) • United States 19 Sep 10

Is it normal to feel nothing? I know what you are thinking. I am not a sociopath. I tend to feel emotion at inappropriate times, and at other inappropriate times, I feel no emotion whatsoever. I get sad news, and I feel a chilling...

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kaspera I am glad to know I am not the only one... now I feel less weird... lol

19 Sep 10

kaspera @kaspera (46) • United States 19 Sep 10

Is it normal to feel nothing? I know what you are thinking. I am not a sociopath. I tend to feel emotion at inappropriate times, and at other inappropriate times, I feel no emotion whatsoever. I get sad news, and I feel a chilling...

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kaspera it is depression, for the most part, but I have always been this way. As a child, I felt guilty for getting Christmas presents, yet I did not feel guilty for other things that I should have felt guilty for. I used to be on meds also, but it is not as bad as...

19 Sep 10

kaspera @kaspera (46) • United States 19 Sep 10

Is it normal to feel nothing? I know what you are thinking. I am not a sociopath. I tend to feel emotion at inappropriate times, and at other inappropriate times, I feel no emotion whatsoever. I get sad news, and I feel a chilling...

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Jenny1015 @jenny1015 (13366) • Philippines 18 Sep 10

my husband doesnt seem to care if he talks as if i am not his wife. it hurts so much coz i dont feel the love and respect. i couldnt just walk out on him coz i have kids to think about.though he isnt the one taking care of all the...

love

respect

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kaspera I can't lie and say it does not affect the kids. It does. But it only affects them for a little while. As long as your husband is willing to be part of their lives after the divorce, divorce would probably be better. I have my own story to tell, but not enough...

19 Sep 10

oscar6 @oscar6 (1938) • United States 16 Sep 10

I am a very fast typer so I average about three articles per hour. Since these articles often get me three or four dollars, I average about 9-12 dollars an hour. How much do you make per hour writing online articles?

writing online

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kaspera I use associated content, and it is not that easy on there. You can either get paid for your article, or you can earn through how many views the article gets. I don't know if it takes international members or not, but I do know that they are very picky about...

16 Sep 10

samafayla33 @samafayla33 (1856) • United States 2 May 10

I am over 200lbs, and I need to lose weight. I told myself when I was a child in high school i would never get this fat. guess what? I am that fat now. I am trying fiber and fruits. I need to move but i am so sick. food tends to...

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kaspera I am sorry, but I have always been told not to have water shortly before bed. I usually stop at 6 pm (food and drink). But plenty of water before that is great. I really think that it is preference. I just prefer now not to have anything after 6. But it...

3 May 10

caliya @caliya (1170) • Philippines 3 May 10

In the year 1917 Our Lady showed apparitions to three shepherd children at Fátima in Portugal on the 13th day of six consecutive months in 1917, The three children were Lúcia Santos and her cousins, siblings Jacinta and Francisco...

end of the world

sign of times

visionary

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kaspera Volcanic ash is somewhat amazing (when you aren't near it). It has tiny particles of metal in it, depending on the location. It also has pieces of crystals, mineral and rock, melted everything, and dirt. There is a simple explanation for what they saw when...

3 May 10

cerkeevans @cerkeevans (134) • China 3 May 10

I am so upset that my father will never give me more money any more. I just can have my basic money which just can fee me ,, I can't even dine out and shopping or buy new clorth more often. that is suck!I just hate myself ,why I...

life

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kaspera I do not want to sound harsh when I say this, and I do not wish to be rude either, but I have to say something in response to this. When I was college, I worked full time, sometimes two full time jobs and school. This was before I got married and had children....

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LadyMarissa @LadyMarissa (12148) • United States 3 May 10

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjnklAMt-_c&feature=youtube_gdata The weather has been bad from Tennessee to Georgia with several rare tornadoes touching down. This was a weather report for Middle Tennessee. Did you watch it???...

middle tennessee weather

naughty weather

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kaspera That was funny! I did not even notice at first, until I realized what it was. The weather report was so serious. It is hard to believe that the "naughty" mistake was not caught in time!

3 May 10

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umadper @umadper (947) • India 2 May 10

I assuming that while chatting with UNKNOWN members,most of the issues they chat are wrong..or they want to hype their status..

chat

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kaspera Wrong how? What do they do to hype their status? I am sorry, but I do not understand the issue. What could people do to make their responses or discussions better?

2 May 10

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zandersmom08 @zandersmom08 (1) 2 May 10

I am just curious what you are doing to celebrate your special day. Will you have breakfast in bed? Go to dinner? Get/Give a gift? Or simply enjoy time with your children and loved ones? I think we will have a cookout on the...

holiday

mothers

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kaspera Well, this may sound rather down, but I will probably not be doing much for mother's day. I am a single parent of two children too young to go shopping by themselves, cook breakfast, or do much of anything. Even if they could go shopping, I am unemployed and...

2 May 10

yaheem @yaheem (42) • Canada 15 Apr 10

Hello fellow mylotters, Over the past month I have been responding to threads about PTC, PTC scams ... etc. One thing I want to share with you guys and gurls: Time is too precious to waste with PTC and a like sites. Your...

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kaspera I just would like some information about something you said in your post. What kind of things pay you in your sleep? I do not mind hard work. I would not mind spending a lot of time setting things up, but any of th PTC's I have tried for years, and there is...

15 Apr 10

yaheem @yaheem (42) • Canada 15 Apr 10

Hello fellow mylotters, Over the past month I have been responding to threads about PTC, PTC scams ... etc. One thing I want to share with you guys and gurls: Time is too precious to waste with PTC and a like sites. Your...

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kaspera I completely agree with you on all your points. The only thing is, it is hard to get into those. I only say this because there are always people out there who are more skilled than you, and you are never the first one to bid on a project. I agree with what...

15 Apr 10

Patsie Hatley @Hatley (163781) • Garden Grove, California 15 Apr 10

I just read a discussion asking that we make mylot a place with tutorials for making online money, tips, and tutorials etc etc. I ask you fellow mylotters is that really all mylot is for a g uidebook to other sites for making...

there are other things besides making money

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kaspera I am really really new to mylot, but from what I have seen, I really like it. It is a little difficult to keep up with everyone, and to really keep up with my own responses and posts, but it is still fun. I think mylot should stay exactly how it is, for now....

15 Apr 10

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KompitaPita @KompitaPita (2051) • Bulgaria 15 Apr 10

Hi, myloters. Since I'm trying to earn some extra $, I have been member in many ptc sites. I like sites like Neobux, where one click worth 0.01$, but to be honest I've been member (and still I am, even if I am not active) in some...

aurora

ptc

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kaspera Those sites are most definitely a waste of time and effort. It's like working for three hours and getting paid two dollars. It's just not worth it. You have to do too much work for too little pay. Plus, those ads you are clicking are giving the websites you...

15 Apr 10

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iwinagain @iwinagain (545) 15 Apr 10

Have you ever experienced someone or some people being really mean to you or your family that you wish death upon them? Mean and evil people are like freakin' devils. They belong to hell and deserve to be miserable...

evil people

mean people

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kaspera I have experienced that kind of anger, but usually anger that intense came from pain. If someone hurts me or my family, I do get angry. But I do not wish death on them. For some, death is too easy. For some, there are other things you can wish on people. The...

15 Apr 10

TheRealDawn @dawnald (85130) • Shingle Springs, California 15 Apr 10

Right now my life is kind of on hold you could say. I've decided to get a divorce. I've communicated that to the husband. The families know. Only the children do not know. The decision was to leave off telling them until school is...

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kaspera It seems that putting my life on hold for others is a nasty old habit of mine. It is one that I am trying to break. I have been in the same cycle of the same type of men, the same habits, everything the same. The reason behind this is simple, I know. While...

15 Apr 10

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kaspera @kaspera (46) • United States 14 Apr 10

As a single mother, I find it difficult to date. When I can find a babysitter, I cannot stay out very late. I have to make due with what I've got. Anyone I have dated has been extremely jealous of the attention I give my children....

dating

single mothers

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kaspera I completely agree. It seems, though, that are no "right" guys any more. My priorities are my children, and school. Children always come first, no matter what, and most guys (and please no one take offense to this) do not want to have to share the attention or...

15 Apr 10

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