Hello All I'm trying to come back..Thanks

@raydene (9875)
United States
April 23, 2007 8:24am CST
For those of you that may not know the past few weeks have been difficult.I had to sit by day after day waiting for my sister to die after her years of illness,then chosing to discontinue dialysis,food taking only ice chips and morphine.She died on April 19th.We also had a foal(baby horse) born dead which was another blow.I also have an illness that causes extreme pain and lots of bed time.. Well today is another day and I'm really trying to come back to the things I need to do. Thanks for the prayers,kind thoughts,support and friendship.I just don't think I would have made it without you all. Hugs Raydene
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@Polly1 (12650)
• United States
23 Apr 07
I am so very sorry for all that you have been thru. My heart goes out to you. May God Bless you and be with you. Take care.
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@raydene (9875)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Polly Thanks so much.I have gotten so much love,prayers,and support from mylot friends..I hope to get to know you alittle better in the future. xoxo
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• United States
23 Apr 07
Good to see you. Take teim to enjoy all the memoire of Joanie.
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@raydene (9875)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Thank You Honey.How are you doing? Hope you are ok.xoxoxo
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@mtoxales (374)
• Canada
23 Apr 07
I'm just new here in mylot and I just want to say welcome back. I do hope you are doing fine after all you have been through. April 19 is my son's birthday and I am sorry it was a sad day for you. I admire your positive attitude of being able to move on and continue enjoying your life. God bless you and take care.
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@raydene (9875)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Thanks Sweetheart,I'm glad you're here on mylot.I know you'll love it here.I've been here 2 months and don't know what I did without it. xoxo
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@us2owls (1681)
• United States
23 Apr 07
My heart goes out to you raydene. Nothing is more difficult than sitting day after day watching someone you love cling to life when you know there is no hope. I did thsat with my late husband and thank the good Lord I had my 3 daughters beside me. I hope that you get to feeling better soon and that life is a little easier for you in the days to come.
@raydene (9875)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Us2owls, Thanks so much for being so kind.I really appreciate it.I'm so sorry you had to go through it with your husband and am glad you had your lovely girls with you.Thanks xoxoxo
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@kathy77 (7488)
• Australia
23 Apr 07
Hi Raydene, yes I understand where you are coming from and it is extremely difficult for you what you have been through but please remember that your friends here love and care for you so much and it is a very trying time for you. You are welcome my friend to our prays, thoughts and love for you and remember we shall continue our love and support for you and specially our prays to get you through this and it will take time of course to overcome the pain this has caused you xx
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@raydene (9875)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Kathy my sister..You and your husband have been so good to me..I'm happy to know you and richer for it.God Bless you Darling..Thanks xoxo
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@mummymo (23709)
23 Apr 07
Hey hon - thats what family are for! Love you so much and hate to see you suffering even more than usual - remember I'm here if you need me! xx
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@raydene (9875)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Thanks again,Sweetie..I just don't know what I would have done without you..I guess we have our hands full keeping each other sane..lol..I love ya lots Hon xoxoxxo
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@rodeotexas (1154)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Continued prayers for you. I hope things start going back to normal for you soon.
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@raydene (9875)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Thanks Rodeo for your continued support.I find myself thinking of you as friend..Thanks so much for being here .I appreciate your kindness. xoxo
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@gabs8513 (48764)
• United Kingdom
23 Apr 07
Ray you are very welcome and you know I am always here for you I have been really worried about you Sweet I am glad to see you slowly coming back now Love you and get stronger I will be here waiting and helping and so will all your other Friends Hugs xxxx
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@raydene (9875)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Thank you Darlin Angel,I can always depend on you to be there.Love ya lots Sweets.Keep being you.. xoxoxo
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@Kylalynn (1773)
• South Africa
23 Apr 07
Very sorry to hear about your sister. It is very difficult waiting for someone close to you to die. My prayer for you is that you are coping in the loss of your sister and also with the pain you have. I would also like to invite you to be one of my friends. Take good care of yourself.
@sjohnson628 (3197)
• United States
23 Apr 07
Hi Raydene! Sorry to hear about the foal too! Oh jeez... I hope things start looking up for you soon. Welcome back! (((Hugs)))) back to you! ~sherry~ ('',)
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• Philippines
25 Apr 07
oh, i am really sorry for what happen to your sister. i will pray for her and for you to be strong and to come back and face your day. You will be fine, im sure.
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@paorob (49)
• Philippines
24 Apr 07
I hope everything will be alright with you right now and as days pass. Don't get to too much stress. It will be really hard for you. Get well soon. And condolence.
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@winterose (39922)
• Canada
24 Apr 07
hon take care of yourself we are all praying for you and your family to help you get through this terrible time. God be with you.
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24 Apr 07
oh hun i am so sorry for your lose and can not pretend to know what you are going through right now. my thought are with you.
@lingli_78 (12846)
• Australia
24 Apr 07
i'm so sorry to hear what you had been gone through in the past few weeks... i will continue to pray for you... be strong and optimistic about life... i hope you can get on to your normal daily routines soon and my heart goes to you... take care...
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@sanell (2114)
• United States
24 Apr 07
I am so sorry for your loss, I hope that youa re feeling better, To hear that a baby horse was born still is awful, I am so sorry about that too. Take care of yourself if you can, I hope that you are able to control your illness somewhat....Always know that we are here for you!