a broken heart
April 26, 2007 3:00am CST
Saturday evening, she lies there, unaware of the world, oblivious to what's happening. She sits and stares at the absent sky. "There are no stars today" She says. A man comes by and sits beside her "I'm sorry I'm late" "It's ok, I'm used to it" She says. She looks at him, eyes swelling with tears, but she holds back, he shouldn't see her like that, he deserves better, she thought. "I love you but I can't be with you anymore, you deserve better" she damnds, he was shocked, "Who are you to say, you don't deserve me, don't be like this, you know I love you" He recoils. "Don't follow me" she demands. She stands up and leaves. She kept walking, she looked like a stray cat. It's 12 o'clock. It's late. She recalls her wonderful memories. The friends she has. They are great people, she tells herself. She remembers her H.S. memories, the jokes they played, the laughter they shared, she was happy, then. And now I'm alone no one really understands how alone I am now. She thinks to herself. It's all because of that incident. I was happy then, I had a full life, and now something grows inside of me, an unwanted child. Late one night, she was strolling her campus university to think, they had a fight. Little did she know someone was following her. She turns and sees a mutual friend. He walks closer, he was drunk, He grabs her and takes advantage of her. When he was done he left her there bare. A month later she didn't have her period, the test showed she was pregnant. She was never the same again. I was used. I can never look at the man I love the same way, and he deserves better. She walks inside her house, takes off her clothes and jumps in the pool. She felt the coldness of the water engulf her, her body, her soul, It hurt. I'm scared, she lost thought and consciousness, soon she was gone. Her mother came down to have some coffee at 6 in the morning, she notices something in the pool. She screams at the sight of a body. She jumps only to find the dead body to be her daughter. The burial has begun, no one knew why the girl did what she did. He boyfriend was there, mourning for her dead half, he thinks to himself, why did you leave me to do this? A man, his friend comes. I would like to confess my sins, I will turn myself in, I will go to jail, but, before I do, I wan't you all to know, why this girl is gone. Late one night, I was drunk, and depressed, I saw her walking, she was beautiful, I took her hand, I took her body, I took advantage, after the deed was done, I was so scared, I left her in the bushes, alive and bare. She didn't go to the police. She came to me one day and told me she was pregnant, she left as soon as she came, without and explination. A day after she was found dead. I apologise for what I have done. I wish for all you're forgiveness. He looks at his friend with sadness. His friend enraged and furious. He left as soon as he came and wen't staight to the police. The man hugged her coffin. So that's what happened. "I loved you so much" He sobbed. Years have passed and still everyone pays homage to the girl. The man she loved never married. He wen't to the cemetary everyday.
29 Jun 07
Have your emotions in check. You may heal faster by telling him/her your true feelings. You can write him/her. But you don’t have to send that letter. Once you get everything out, that’s the only time you can finally start moving on.