Going up then falling down

@mssnow (9484)
United States
May 9, 2007 7:35pm CST
Not a rollercoster ride although it feels that way at times. Do you sometimes feel like everything is wonderful nothing can get any better and then someone or something just brings you down. I mean so low you feel like crying. That happened to me today lol.I was in a great mood till it was spoiled. I am not the type to get mad or upset for little things but I wear my heart on my sleeve and sometimes my heart does get hurt. I will bounce back I always do. But right now i just wanna go crawl into a closet and cry. lol. Have you ever felt that way?? Please dont ask me what happened because I don't want to say. it was me being stupid again lol. I'll be fine tomorrow maybe even after i type this out. But i think Ill go cry and be back later lol. Have fun you all and keep smiling for me :)
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• United States
10 May 07
I react to things the same way. I'm going along just fine then something happens and my mood changes. I have had to learn to not let circumstances ruin my day. I need to rise above the circumstances and be joyful no matter what happens. Many times a good cry will relieve the pressure and you can bounce right back. Best wishes.
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@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
Yes, normally i can handle most things it is just the things of the heart that sometimes get to me lol Thanks :)
@aprilgrl (4460)
• United States
10 May 07
oh yeah I koow that feeling sounds like you had a rough day poor thing (hug) One day I would have a great day then all of sudden something goes wrong and you would feel awful like your mood would change. I won't ask what happened but if you need someone to talk to I'm right here. Hope you are feeling better tommorrow. Take care.
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@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
Thanks my very dear friend Hugs :0 that is sweet Im sure i will be my old self tomorrow :) Hugs back at ya
@gabs8513 (48686)
• United Kingdom
10 May 07
Yes Sweetie many a time believe me And like you I fall down and pick myself up again but sometimes it takes time I do hope what ever it was is now sorted and that you are ok Big Hugs to you Sweet xxx
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@gabs8513 (48686)
• United Kingdom
10 May 07
I am so glad that you are ok today Hugs to you
@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
thanks Gabs and yes i am fine today Hugs it is all sorted out now. A person can only do so much. They cant make another person do what they are unwilling to do.
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@Darkwing (21583)
10 May 07
I can feel for you, Snow, because yes, I've been there a few times myself. You just get over it one time, and things are good again, then it's as though you're having too much of a good life and in comes that old balancing hand again, and knocks you back down. As you say, it will get better, but in the meantime, here's a BIG ((((((((((HUGGGGGGGGGG)))))))))) for you. When you come back, I hope you'll be back to your old, receptive, lovable self. Brightest Blessings my friend... give me a smile! :-)
@Darkwing (21583)
10 May 07
You're very welcome to both my hugs and friendship, Snow, and I'm so pleased to hear that you're feeling better today. None of us can do more than our best, sweetie. You do OK!!! Have a great day!
@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
Thanks for the hug :) HUGS back at ya. I do feel better today. I feel better because I realized all I can do is try my best. I did and thats all that matters. Thanks for being my friend :)
@stephcjh (38473)
• United States
10 May 07
Life definitely feels like a rollercoaster ride. I have some days where everything is pretty wonderful and grand but usually someone or something is waiting to ruin it right at the end of the day or something. I feel like crying alot of times because I try very hard for everything, peace of mind especially. I always bounce back too but it wears me out with frustration. I'm sorry you are going through this too but if we stay strong, we will overcome if we keep on trying and doing our best.
@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
Thanks i am doing better today :)
@feliniti (875)
10 May 07
I have had days like these. I feel for you, I think this is depression. I hope you feel up again soon. I can relate a lot to what you have said, by wearing your heart on your sleeve. This opens you up to get hurt more easily. But you can't help it because it is who you are. Lots of (((hugs))) going your way. Kindest regards. xxxx
@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
Yup it is who I am and always will be. My heart is always open and ready for anything. Hugs thanks
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10 May 07
I feel that my life has always been something of a rollercoaster ride, up one moment and down the next. I do suffer from bouts of depression, when things get so bad that I just want to hide in a dark corner and cry. Other times I am up on cloud nine and singing my heart out. I find that the best thing for me when I am down is to have a good cry and get it all out of my system, then I can face up to the day again
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@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
awww well I hope today is a good day for you then :) hugs
@royal52gens (5488)
• United States
10 May 07
That sounds like depression. You try real hard to put on a happy face but it does not take a lot to tear you down. I hope you feel better after your cry. Maybe you should talk to your doctor about this situation of extreme mood swings. It is not healthy to have your emotions swing too hard too fast. Maybe there is something your doctor could suggest to help you keep things a little more balanced.
@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
naw im always happy lol.Someone or something has to do something pretty bad to get me down. Besides i have no medical and cant afford a doctor so I have to live with it lol. Im dont just put on a happy face i am happy 90 percent of the time. lol Thanks for your concern :)
@roque20 (518)
• Philippines
10 May 07
I experience that also.And i think all of us experience that because there are many ups and down in our lives,its part of our life it depends only how we handle it.I am a moody person,sometimes i wake up in a good mood and when i arrive at school someone ruin my life then my day would be sad and ruin.I am easily get discourage or disappoint of many things.But i do easily recovered.
@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
thats great that you recover easily. I normally don't get down. its usually to do with the affairs of the heart that brings me down. I can handle most anything else
• Canada
10 May 07
I get that way from time to time, although I do blame a lot of it on Depression. There are times when I'm in a wonderful mood and then someone will say something and it just knocks me right down again. I've sat and cried at times, and then cried because of my own stupidity lol. It sounds like you've had a rough day. Ride it out. Tomorrow is a new day, and everything will feel better tomorrow. Sending positive vibes your way.
@mummymo (23706)
10 May 07
oh sweet snow - yes know exactly what you mean! I have been there before - think because you always try to see yhe good in people and help others along and you expect others to be the same and when they are the opposite you feel hurt and wounded deeply! Don't worry honey - as you say have a good ole cry and you will feel much better - do no let them get you down sweetheart! xx
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@mssnow (9484)
• United States
10 May 07
Oh I did, I feel much bete today. Its another sunny day today :) thank you :)xx