What would you do?

@cramey (55)
United States
June 7, 2007 10:26pm CST
I'm a mother of two wonderful children. But' I'm always depressed. I have no family, my mother gave me up when I was thirteen and my father doesn't want anything to do with me. I live with the man that I love, the father of my children. He is never home with me. No one calls to see how I'm doing, no one calls unless they want something. I have no friends. My boyfriend talks about other girls and never acts like he loves me. I feel so unloved and distant. All I want is for just for one person to show me that they care about me. I always think about dieing. I shouldn't because my kids need me. I wish I knew what to do.
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3 responses
@shannon76 (1234)
• United States
8 Jun 07
You need to get some help. Depression is a very serious condition and you really do need to speak to a doctor right away. They can help you with your depression. Just remember, your family needs you.
@cramey (55)
• United States
8 Jun 07
I have no insurance, and my boyfriend thinks I'm dumb or crazy
@slickcut (8141)
• United States
8 Jun 07
you are not dumb or stupid,your b/f is just a jerk.Im sure they have some type of free facility you could find in your city that you could talk with someone.they have free group meetings.Look in your phone book and find some help.start tommorro morning ...
@shannon76 (1234)
• United States
8 Jun 07
WEll frankly your boyfriend is dumb and crazy for treating you that way. It doesn't matter if you don't have insurance. What state do you live in? I can probably find some free services in your area and some really good resources for you to utilize in your area.
• United States
9 Jun 07
depression is something that is very hard to deal with and it seems like a constant battle with your self to control it meds help some and your surroundings play a big part on it to tho i can kind of understand where your coming from My mother also gave me up and my dad wouldnt take me in so i was placed in foster care Tho I have family I couldnt tell you much about them I have two kids both grown when they was little I tryed killing myself a couple of times I felt it was best for everyone I felt no love but seeing the fear in my kids eyes even today when I start going into a depressed state I dont have the guts to try it again I saw how much my kids have suffered because of it I also am in a relationship that needs to end and I am scared to end it I dont want to be alone tho I realy wont cause my kids are always stopping by checking on me Plaese get help soon depression not only hurts you but those around that care it hurts also I still fight it but now I know why i do It for my kids
@cramey (55)
• United States
9 Jun 07
That's exactly how I feel. I feel like everyone would be better off if I wasn't here. They don't notice I'm here anyway
@butterfly39 (3907)
• Philippines
8 Jun 07
Cheer up!...It's not the end of the world. Remember you have kids to love and to take care. If you want to have partner make sure that he's responsible enough to accept and love you children. No matter what happens always give the children your priorities.
@cramey (55)
• United States
8 Jun 07
I love my children. I love him he's the father of my children, we have been together for 8 yrs. He just won't listen to how I feel