You Are Here Now But Do You Belong?
19 Jun 07
Yes, I think I'm here for a purpose, as are all of us. I took a long time to find which was the right way for me, through life's lessons, and it took meeting a new friend to show me the way. He didn't mention anything but I found through him that I needed to take a fork in the path, and gain wisdom and power enough to teach others how to tread the path of their choice. I'm constantly going off on my own, to find quiet and search my inner self; my soul for answers, and I believe I have the wisdom and self control to do that. Often, I come out of these moments, striving to better myself in areas where I need to. All age groups approach me for advice, or just to get something off their chests which they don't feel they can tell parents or friends, which is quite flattering. I once asked one of the youngsters why he felt he could tell me what he had, when he couldn't tell anybody else. His reply was, "You have an aura about you and I felt comfortable that you would listen, not think what I told you was crazy, and that it wouldn't go any further." Wow... I can't tell you how that made me feel. If there is ever one thing I would change, it gets changed; I take a fork in the path, in an attempt to change it and better myself, as I said before. There is one thing I have never been able to change about myself though, and I doubt I'll ever be able to. That is my very emotional and sensitive parts. I love far too much and I hurt too easily, but again, a little time away from everything, on my own, normally sorts me out. Brightest Blessings my dear friend. x
25 Jun 07
Such a time is looming now, I fear, or at least within the next four months, and it seems strange to me in lieu of my readings, that this change will, if necessary, take place in early November. I'm not sure, but I think I see a connection here, which I need to analyse, and if agreeable, it might mean me moving a long way from here to heal the inner self. Contemplation time! Sorry, that all sounds a bit vague, but something is happening which has to be sorted, and which I can't disclose in here, but you'll know basically what I'm rambling on about, I'm sure. Have a great day!
10 Jun 07
I do believe I am here for a purpose. I just don't know it yet. I have tried to fit in the crowed, drink, dance, F##k and enjoy myslef, live my life to the fullest and ot be apathetic toe world. But I didn't belong there. I felt dirty and dishonest. I tried to be an honest man, but that back fired too. No body loves a goodie, goodie... Yet I still say, I am here for a much better reason. I am still searching. If I could change ONE thing about myself, it would be never to have pushed my girlfriend away from me and screw a life I have always dreamed of. I want her back, but it's too late now. She's gone and gone for good. For the moment I am living for me. Discovering me. and why I am here... Nice topic, mate.