Total Love

@jillhill (37354)
United States
June 17, 2007 9:12pm CST
Have you ever been so connected and in love with someone that you wanted to just melt right into them? I had a love like that once, when I would lay by his side I felt like we melted into each other and became one. Have you ever felt this close to someone?
2 responses
@KarenLO (238)
• United States
18 Jun 07
yes, I did..once. I would never do it again. I endured many painful experiences because I was totally in love. I lost myself and didn't make good decisions. One decision was that I protected him after he sexually molested our daughter and it was the biggest mistake of my life. I chose this "so called love" over my daughters feelings and my life and eventually I came to my senses but not without excruciating pain. I also chose not to confront hime when he stepped out on me numerous times because I thought that I should be better...not true...it didn't make any difference. I was trying to become someone else...for him. No, I would not do it again...but I would give all the love I could without losing myself...I would now know a dysfunctional love from a deep, unending love.
@jillhill (37354)
• United States
18 Jun 07
You are a very wise woman to learn from your mistakes. Thanks for sharing!
• United States
18 Jun 07
YES! I have/do on most occasions. :) I've been with this guy for a long time now. There was a few great years starting out with the some rocky bumpy times but then there was this time in the middle where we got so close NOTHING could get in between us then a few more bumpy times and now things are just good :) we are happy still together have our moments of closeness not as much as I would like but then again Im a clingy lovey dovey sort of girl lol but yeah :) its a great feeling & I wouldnt change it for the world!
@jillhill (37354)
• United States
18 Jun 07
Isn't it the most wonderful thing you have ever felt. Wow! what a feeling!