August 3, 2006 7:06am CST
Hi there everybody, I'm alright for those of you who cared to ask. I am very depressed but things are looking up because I realise that the only person that can make a change to my life is ME. FYI I am married with 2 beautiful children so I fully understand the beauty of parenthood. i just couldn't have this 3rd child for reasons I will elaborate on later. An NO I did not have an affair!!!! I am in a very unhappy marriage and having gone through the 1st 2nd pregnancies literally on my own with a very abusive husband I just could not go through another pregnancy. I am in the process of divorcing my husband and taking a stand to improve my lfe and that of my children. I thank you for all your contributions, I have gone ahead with the abortion - through a medical practioner. I am well, healthy and ready to take on what comes with going through a divorce. I have just had enough!!!! and having tried everything to save the marriage _ and failed - its time to move on. I am now going to go for an HIV test to check my status and make sure he hasn't infected me with anything given his ----ing around. I do have very 'down' days but I'll be okay soon. I am moving on beacause I am strong, beautiful and alive . Thank y'all I catch you all soon.
• United States
4 Aug 06
it's great to hear that you're moving on with your head held high. very few people in the same situation would be so decisive and confident about the stand you've decided to take. congratulations and i wish you well! i'm sure you will cherish your children even more after this is all over.