do you wish that you are not the person you are right now?

I also have so many responsibilities all around me right now. Likewise, there are days when I wish that some of these responsibilities could be unloaded. But then when I try to think about what I would be doing if all these responsibilities were taken away from me, I change my mind all the time. I would prefer to have some help, that's all. That way, I would probably never neglect myself and my own needs. I like who I am now. My life is not perfect, but I've been through a lot of experiences not many people go through. The wisdom and knowledge I have gained through all those experiences are things I can never bargain for a life filled with comfort and relaxation.