Am I in Love?...

Philippines
August 1, 2007 9:21pm CST
Hey guys, will you please help me. There is this guy, I call him kuya ( for filipinos, it's a sign of respect ), He's just like a big brother, and he treats me as his lil sister. He is just 3-4 years older than me. Whenever he is around, my heart beats really fast and I can hear the sound of it... I am also feeling kinda nervous when he talks to me, and when he calls my name, then he smiles, I am very happy, I always want him beside me, I want to lean on his shoulders.One more thing, there is this girl whom he often talks to, and I am kinda jealous ( when I know I have no right) Am I in love with him? Or I just like him?... Gosh, If I am in love with him, I don't want him to know... I don't want to ruin our friendship... but I admit, that I really like him, he's good looking, and everything that I want, he has it, that's why I like him... :)
5 responses
• Philippines
4 Aug 07
I have read a book.. that when you ask yourself "if you're inlove?" then it's not love.... it should be felt automatically... :)
• India
4 Aug 07
Hi princess !! congratualation to be in love . dont worry about this feeling, this is starting of great feeling of this world , which we call love . and believe me it will also give you way to be some place , where you will get only love and love...
@anjoks (2084)
• Philippines
4 Aug 07
Hi! I'm seeing myself to you when i was 15 years ago. Just in the same situation you are in now my dear. This is the first time i'm going to do this. I made a love poem for this guy when i was in my 4th year high. Hope u'll like it! (",) .... Is it wrong to fall for you? Is it a sin to admire u? Or is it a mistake to have u? .. These questions need to be kept, for if i will reveal it, for sure our friendship will end .. Hiding these emotions, controlling these feelings, keeping these thoughts in my heart and putting these passions in my mind make me love u more. But i know, i have to do it so as not to let you go and because saying goodbye, and seeing u go will only hurt me more .. I know the things u did for me, the thoughtfulness u've shown, reasons for loving you. That's why i've fallen for u .. But "will u love me?" .. such an absurd question to ask. Although i know that u care, still, its not enough. For this love within me, meant just for u is still longing for your answers .. Hoping that this love can come true! .. Whew! I am having flashbacks here. It was a nice feeling though. Cheers!! (",)
@rinaaus (1203)
• Australia
2 Aug 07
if you don't know who will know? All symtoms that you told here are love symtoms, but only you can know exactly! Trust yourself, and believe your feelings...
2 Aug 07
I think you are in love with him, it is very killing loving someone while you cannot express yourself to him. The best thing to do is to tell him your feelings and see how he reacts probably he too might be in love too and finds it difficult to tell you since both of you treats yourself as brother and sister.