I have this feeling like somethings missing........

United States
August 19, 2007 8:47pm CST
I keep trying to get back into church but I always fail at it. Its usually my thoughts that are the problem. I know God is what I need but I dont know how to do it. I pray but sometimes they arent enough. I feel lonely and like somethings missing all the time. I started looking for emotions from people that can never be found. Somewhere in the soul it searches for the one thing that can satisfy it. I know its God but I end up giving up and then I fall again and again. I dont know what exact evil is but according to the bibles definition it could be me. I dont want that to be me but it doesnt change it any. I need help!
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@ranitam22 (1146)
• United States
20 Aug 07
I have this feeling at times myself. I know I don't go to church like I need to and a lot of Sundays I tell myself I am going to get up and go. But then I think like I can talk to God in the privacy of my home and still have a relationship with God. Going to church in my opinion doesn't shape it one way or the other. I don't think you're evil and you shouldn't think that way either. Sometimes when we pray, the things that we pray for do not happen right away because that is not the way God has it planned for us. Believe me, if you pray and truly believe, and you are praying unselfishly, it will happen for you, it just might not be when you want it.
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