I am stressed out beyond words....

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I am just so stressed out & need to vent. I decided to leave my job cause they were just causing me alot of headaches (I was an admin asst for a property manager). Yesterday, my husband tells me that his friend got a letter from where I work saying that his application was denied for something. I was so mad cause I had been told that I could allow certain things on people's applications and while I was out sick for a couple of weeks they undermined me & made me look like an idiot. How great is that after I busted my behind for that place!! Today, it's just getting worse. Our friend got side swiped while driving. She's OK I guess but it's not what I wanted to hear. On top of it all, my older brother is disabled right now. He was working for a friend doing some construction work and ends up breaking his leg. The guy won't help my brother at all and the medical expenses are out of this world already. I had to go buy groceries for my brother & his family today and will have to go pick up his medication later on. He has no medical insurance so I will be paying full price for his meds. Thing is that he & I have always been the ones to take care of things in the family since we lost our father in 1980. I was only 11 but I took on alot of responsibilities since my mom needed to work 2 jobs to support the family. I continue to take on alot from my family as well as my husband's. It's been so stressful! I can't back down now cause I'm the only one that they can depend on. Thanks for listening.