To my friends

@TerryZ (22147)
United States
September 27, 2007 9:02am CST
Hi everyone I just wanted to tell you I havent been feeling like being on mylot that much. It has nothing to do with anyone. Ive never felt this way before. I keep hopeing it will pass. But each day I dont care if I come on here or not. Ive been doing alot of sleeping and I guess thats because of the medicine Im on. And if I dont take the medicine Im in severe pain. So I just wanted to share that with everyone. I hope I can get some enthusium back like I use to feel.
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@pyewacket (43961)
• United States
27 Sep 07
Now I know why I DON'T take medicines in general...I know without it you'd be in a lot of pain, but like geez, feeling drained and like a zombie sure sucks...I even had a bad reaction one time from an anti-biotic...Normally I have no problems with them, but this one was like industrial strength and I wanted to punch my doctor in the mouth as he insisted I take it...so I did, but felt like shat and it took a long time afterwards to get it out of my system. sounds so much like you're darned if you don't take it and darned if you do...what a lovely choice. NOT! How long do you have to take this crap anyway...LOL Is there something else you could take that might not have such lousy side effects? You're still in my thoughts Terry and my prayers are still coming your way. ((((hugs)))
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@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
27 Sep 07
I go back to him in 3 weeks and I will find out if Im having surgery or not. At this point I say bring the surgery on. I want to get this done and over and feel like myself again. Thanks my friend I know its the medicine because I dont take anything either. How can people get hooked on this crap?LOL
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@pyewacket (43961)
• United States
27 Sep 07
Yuk--so you have to endure being a zombie for three more weeks?? As for why people actually like being hooked to this feeling and get addicted to such meds, no idea...I know I wouldn't...
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@gabs8513 (48821)
• United Kingdom
29 Sep 07
Terry I am so sorry to read this Sweetie and I have been worried about you as I know you have not been here a lot I am thinking about you and I really hope that you will get better soon Sweet Lots of love and Hugs to you Love you my dear Friend
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
29 Sep 07
Well gabs when I dont take that medicine Im not tired. But when I take it I dont feel like doing anything. I know you understand how that feels. And if I dont take it Im in pain. I cant win. I just have to get use to it. I guess. Love and hugs to you
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@gabs8513 (48821)
• United Kingdom
29 Sep 07
Yes I certainly know how that feels and I am sorry that you have to go through it now I really am Love and Hugs
@estherlou (5026)
• United States
14 Oct 07
Hope things get better for you. You are one of the ones whose discussions I read all of the time. I'd hate to see you gone too long.
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
14 Oct 07
Thanks Im hanging in there.LOL
• Philippines
28 Sep 07
That is okay to feel that way. Just relax and get well. Someday your enthuasiasm I think will be back. Before I stop mylotting for almost three months but later I started again posting and now, I am back into discussions again and making friends. Now, I am enjoying again. Maybe later I will be bored again. But as long as mylot is alive on the internet I am sure I'll be back here even if I stop for sometime.
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
28 Sep 07
Thanks for sharing with me. You enjoy mylot.
@MsTickle (24726)
• Australia
28 Sep 07
Aww sweety. I completely understand and sympathise. But if you're not here what will you do? You cannot sleep your life away. There mustn't be much else you can do. I'd say this is probably one of just a few options you have. Is there anything you can do other than pain meds? can you get treatment to deal with the cause of the pain. I hate to think of you being this way it must be so horrid for you. Sending big hugs to you. xx.
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
28 Sep 07
Yes Im getting traction therapy for 3 more weeks then I get another MRI and if the herniated disc in my neck hasnt moved up I am looking at surgery. Because if I dont have the surgery I will be paralized. I have be careful the way I move. And if I dont take the meds Im in complete pain. Thanks for your kinds words. Hugs back to you.
@Pose123 (21675)
• Canada
27 Sep 07
Hi TerryZ, I'm so sorry to hear that you are not feeling well. Do whatever it takes to get better. I'm sure that all of your friends here on myLot will be thinking about you. Hopefully you will be back to your old self soon. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Blessings my friend.
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
27 Sep 07
thanks I will do that.
@makingpots (11928)
• United States
27 Sep 07
I am so sorry to hear that you aren't feeling well. I miss you around here but completely understand. I think a break is good every now and then. Just take care of yourself. You know we will be here anxious to hear from you when ever you want to check in.
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
27 Sep 07
Thanks I will.
@mimatexas (1840)
• United States
27 Sep 07
I am so sorry to hear you are not feeling well. Did you go to see the surgeon after all, what was the outcome? I care for you and you are in my prayers, dear Terry!
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
27 Sep 07
Yes I went to him and I go again in 3 weeks to see if Im going to need surgery. I think Im kinda wanting to have the surgery now because of the pain. I care for you too my friend. thankyou
@thefortunes (2368)
• Netherlands
27 Sep 07
Hi TerryZ, it sounds to me like you have a depression. When I had one I was sleeping mostly and didn't feel doing anything at all. In your case this is most probably from the medicine you are taking, and I hope so much that you'll be better soon, and would be able to stop with taking it. Best wishes my friend :) TheFortunes
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
27 Sep 07
I dont like feeling like this and I know its the medicine. But I dont have a choice right now I must take it. I just have no energy. Thanks my friend.
@usmcsgtwife (5000)
• United States
27 Sep 07
oh Terry I am sorry, I hope you get to feeling better soon,
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
27 Sep 07
I can only hope.LOL
@3lilangels (4641)
• United States
27 Sep 07
well my friend,i hope you get better and back to yourself soon.please keep me posted about how you are doing.i hope it will by pass soon.take care hon.pattie
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
27 Sep 07
Thanks friend I will do.
• Philippines
27 Sep 07
hi Terry, i'm sorry to hear that..i guess you just need some time to rest and it comes along with what you are dealing right now..if you feel like you wanna have a break here, its ok..go ahead and have some time for yourself but be sure that you will come back when you feel coming back..we will be waiting till you come back..i hope you doing fine and that you get well soon okae..luv and hugz.. angel
@TerryZ (22147)
• United States
27 Sep 07
I think your right and that means alot to my. Love and hugs to you too.
• China
28 Sep 07
i am sorry to hear that you feel bad.but it happy you are feeling more than before.