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heaven

No convent is a wrong choice.In convent the nuns are having a social life and there is intimate mixing among nuns and they spent a lot of time on prayer interactions.Hence you cannot be aloof in convent.Are you very dejected in life to feel to be aloof.When you get such feelings do mix with your friends and have an interaction of ideas or events. You may also read books.Book are trustful friends. have a good time. thank you.

When i want to get these feeling, normally i go to sea beach

i would be in the rest room of my house..