Have you ever loved and hated someone or something at the same time?

Well yeah, i do both now. I hated a person so much that it hurts everytime i think of him and what makes it more painful is that no matter how i want to destroy him i can't because i do loved him and is am still loving him. I think my hatred grows from love that i have for him. I am bitter for what he had done to me, so much that i could feel too much sorrow, because all i can think of is that after all that i've sacrificed he'd still taken me forgranted, that even i've loved him that much he did not care of what might be happening to me, and that's what triggers my hatred for him. Too much love can grow to hate. Call me crazy but it can happen to anyone. I can't tell you what he'd done specifically but i can assure you that it's no fun. Truly, I still love him yet I hated him so much.