depression!

I'm depressed too, so I feel for you. Pretty much I wake up each day and try to figure out if this is the right day to punch my ticket so to speak. Obviously I continue to muddle on, hoping that maybe this day things will turn around and I won't feel the way I do. The thing about depression is not that people want to die, I don't want to die. I just don't want to live feeling the way I do. Best of luck to you, get help if you need it.

I do have depression and have been depressed for a while now.. but I don't worry about hurting anyone other than myself.

Don't do anything stupid and it would be stupid if you did this that you are thinking about.You need to see a doctor about this.Do you know that even your regular doctor can give you medicine to make you feel better.If you start taking an anti-depressant,it can help to improve your seretonin levels in your brain.Your depression is caused by a lack of or a very low level of a brain chemical called seretonin.Seretonin is a feel good brain chemical.Hang in there, go see a doctor and do your best to start feeling better.