my lovely dad.....

well I lost my dad on Valentines day 2001 and I miss him more than anyone could express missing anyone, he is/was my best-friend. we had so many wonderful talks about life and love and my family and we were the same person in alot of ways, we like the same music and he was always there for me. He was the only man I could ever count on and when I lost him I though my world had just been blown up. I quit both of my jobs to take care of him for the last 2weeks of his life and I am glad I had that special time with him, but I was never ready to say goodbye and doubted ever day that he was getting worse even though I saw it ever second of everyday! I never got to say Thank you, or I love you, and I still an very messed up over that(some things even medicine cannot cure), but I know he is looking down at me and knows that I love him and he sees his 2 beautiful grandchildren and is happy that my life is what it is. I know he sees me and that is the only way to get through this. I love you dad and miss you so much!