April 14, 2008 1:48am CST
Hello there kind sirs and madams that might read this post! I have been single for a while and lost interrest in men and even dating. I had a date last night after too much time of absence on the job and i have to admit i am a bit rusty. At home i was hopping he'd cancell the date on some stupid reason cause i do not mind at all. Yet he called not answearing my prayers. Stressed out to the maximum i was smoking cigarette after cigarette and in my head was a big blurry thing in my attempt to remember the essence of dating. At one point my date kept talking about something and i was approving (don't know what) cause i was thinking "what the hell am i doing here?!?!?!" To be a bit more relaxed i ordered myself a Cosmopolittan. After 15 min or so after the alcohol kicked in i was the chatty one. Phew! Now after analysing my date it wasn't that bad! I was just being myself and I managed to avoid the awkword moments of silence . Everything was for the best. He's a great kisser and who knows what might get out of it!