When and how did u realise that u r in love?

There is a need in taking the risk in having a relationship.

I had butterflies in my stomach, I could not think of anything else my this boy, I wanted to be with in night and day but of course I couldn't I had school and he was older and had to work. I was so happy, my first love was many, many years ago.

I had a crush on him when my friend introduced him to me.. so we chit chat each other by email. after 3 months i try to disapeard from him, coz I'm too afraid to fall in love again, but still I have the same feeling like the first time I knew him. a half year after that I still have the same feeling and I miss him.. so I sms him saying "hi, how are you? do you have any girlfriend or not? just kidding.haha" and he reply my sms.. "I'm still wait for you, kidding too" n we both laugh.. after that I disapeard again, just to see his reaction and I hope he feel losing me, like I feel miss him everyday.. A year after I know him, I start realized that I do love him and my feeling said that I can take him to be mine. I ask him to going date with me in my birthday and he said yes.. and not so long after that he become my boyfriend, I become his girlfriend.hehehehe... still until failure notice. amen..