I guess this is just a bad time for me...
June 3, 2008 4:31am CST
it would have been my partners birthday on thursday, but he died in September.For the last few days I've felt awful.To make it worse I haven"t slept properly for the last 2 nights, due to the rain and a leaking roof.i cann't afford to do anything about it at the moment.Since my partners daeth I had to pay for every single thing, because there's no one to help doing even the tiniest things.This isn't the way it was supposed to be, my partner dies beleiving his sons would "be there " for me. Well I gues at least I'm trying to do what he wanted. No matter how hard I work I always seem to feel I'm not working hard enough. I mean I know realy all I do is work.But some days I just cann't imagine there is anything left.Sorry ofr such a down topic.
3 Jun 08
You must be feeling really sad at the mo, you will get through this and things will get better. You obviously have a lot on your mind at the mo and it is a very tough time for you. Well all I want to say is that I am here for you if you need to let of steam or anything. It is terrible that you have noone to help you but you will find the strength to get through this I know you will. Take care and remember what I said, I am here if you need to talk or anything x