do you believe that*first love never dies*?

June 13, 2008 6:16am CST
when i was in second year high school (merely, almost a decade ago) i have experienced my first love with my first boyfriend. he was the typical campus crush, so imagine me falling hard. and just like the typical "puppy love" as they may say, we broke up. then made up. then broke up. then made up again. back then, i thought that the intermittentness of our "young love" would just go on until the highschool graduation. when i went out for college, our relationship just went through the same makeup2breakup path. he was a good guy, but not for me. he just messess up my sanity for his lack of emotion for me. i just accepted the fact that we're not meant for each other. right now, i'm living in with my husband and nursing with our nine-month old baby. i love my family so much,but i inadertently think about my ex-bf sometime these past days. maybe it's because i have been in-love with him for almost 7 years, and we have so many memories together. i have put those memories in my pandora's box and moved on, but my first love bug still bits me. just crazy... so with my own experience, first love really does not die. we two might have went on our own separate ways, my husband might have my whole heart,but still, there is an atom-like space for my past. i don't like it. but that what's things have went.
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@suzhouzb (17)
• China
15 Jun 08
I belive that . My first lover at fifteen age.perhaps it more early.but i can remember him everythings.although i don't what about him,but i will bless him.
• United States
14 Jun 08
I honestly have no idea. I married my first love, so I guess for me it won't die.
@thekenj (78)
• United States
13 Jun 08
I guess that's totally normal to some extent. Now my thing is, I realize now what true love is. You know how you identify that first relationship as love because you've never really had it before. I realize my first love, or who I was calling my first love, actually wasn't my first love at all.
• India
13 Jun 08
Yes response to the first love will be very good you cant forget it and it will be remembered through out our life. It is the first onenesss of knowing nothing
• United States
13 Jun 08
I do believe that. I think we carry memories of that person with us for the rest of our lives.I would never go back with my ex because we are not good together, but the memories pop up from time to time. I think it's only natural to occasionally think about somebody you once cared a great deal about. It merely shows the depth of our feelings for that person at that time.