I had a dream that my husband had been killed...

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Interesting... The backstory is that he left me in Dec of 2006 to move in with a woman from work. They drink and party together but she is severly violent and overly possesive and jealous. I haven't seen or heard from him in about a year. So why all of a sudden am I dreaming of him again?!?! I used to dream of him every sleeping moment for the first 6 months of more. Then it slowed down to where I didn't dream of him at all. Then I dremt of him one night, I can't remember anything besideds the fact that it was about him. Then the next night, he was dead. We were going to his funeral. I was a mess with my emotions jumping back and forth from the "serves you right, bumb a$$" to crying hysterically that there is no hope for him to strainghten back up. And the guilt that I somehow was to blame for him running to her and ending up like this; then being so angry that he chose a life that lead to his destruction over being with me. Man, I was a mess in this dream. And I had to decide about going to the funeral, and if I really wanted the last time I saw him to be in a casket. And wondering about facing his family, because he would have been in Lockhart with them if I hadn't wanted him to be here with me. He would have never met his floozy. Yucky yucky yucky!! I had a dream that he had left me before that happened...