I had a dream that my husband had been killed...

United States
July 6, 2008 1:30am CST
Interesting... The backstory is that he left me in Dec of 2006 to move in with a woman from work. They drink and party together but she is severly violent and overly possesive and jealous. I haven't seen or heard from him in about a year. So why all of a sudden am I dreaming of him again?!?! I used to dream of him every sleeping moment for the first 6 months of more. Then it slowed down to where I didn't dream of him at all. Then I dremt of him one night, I can't remember anything besideds the fact that it was about him. Then the next night, he was dead. We were going to his funeral. I was a mess with my emotions jumping back and forth from the "serves you right, bumb a$$" to crying hysterically that there is no hope for him to strainghten back up. And the guilt that I somehow was to blame for him running to her and ending up like this; then being so angry that he chose a life that lead to his destruction over being with me. Man, I was a mess in this dream. And I had to decide about going to the funeral, and if I really wanted the last time I saw him to be in a casket. And wondering about facing his family, because he would have been in Lockhart with them if I hadn't wanted him to be here with me. He would have never met his floozy. Yucky yucky yucky!! I had a dream that he had left me before that happened...
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@Katlady2 (9925)
• United States
11 Jul 08
Well I hope for his sake that that dream doesn't come true, even if he did leave you in bad circumstances. I wouldn't be too thrilled myself about having a dream like that.
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• United States
11 Jul 08
Yeah, I would still be upset it this happened. Even through everything, I have to admit that I still care about him. Heck, he was my world, it's hard to just turn those feelings off. I'd rather he just get into re-hab or something and get his life straightened back out.
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@blackbriar (9126)
• United States
7 Jul 08
So what I'm understanding is your husband left you but what is unclear to me is are you 2 divorced or still married. If still married, then why not divorce him? I wouldn't let my hubby leave me for someone else and still be married to him. But then your last sentence I had a dream that he had left me before that happened... confuses me as well. Is this dream that he left you and then ended up killed? Ugh! Maybe I'm just not in a very good frame of mind to understand this discussion.
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• United States
11 Jul 08
Sorry, I was wondering how that last sentance would come across. I had dreamed, (before he left me) that he had left me for this woman. I was upset and told him about that dream, but it didn't seem to phase him. (probably because he was already planning it). Yes we are still married. I just haven't gotten around to divorcing him. Working all the time, plus the lack of extra $ has put that on the back burner.
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@AmbiePam (43981)
• United States
6 Jul 08
First of all, it is nice to see you back! Unless I just quit getting notifications you haven't been on mylot in a while. Secondly, what a horrible dream, but even worse is what he has done to you. I hope you know nothing about what he did is a reflection on you. I'm just sorry you don't have a man around to appreciate you like you deserve.
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• United States
11 Jul 08
Thank you, that is very sweet of you to say. And now, for some reason, I've been dreaming about him a lot the past few nights. I wonder why he has crawled back into my subconsious.
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@ElicBxn (59820)
• United States
8 Sep 08
so, did anything bad happen to him? did you contact him and let him at least know you were worried about him with this woman?
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