have you ever love someone that keep hurting you

I can't help but wonder why you dislike yourself so much that you would consider staying in a relationship such as this. You can not make someone love you, and this guy obviously does not. While it may be hard to move on unless you wish to spend more lonely nights waiting. No one is worth giving up your own self worth for. You have waisted 3.5 years now how many more are you going to waiste, how many more years are you going to give up before you accept he will never return you feelings. Stop trying to convince yourself he loves you, he views you as nothing more then someone to come home to when he can't find someone he considers better. How long you going to play his second choise? As long as you accept you do not deseve to be treated better he has no reason to be faithful to you. Put your foot down, he is subjecting you to horrid diseases every time he hops to a new bed is that what you call love? His next conquest could kill you both and leave your daughter without parents. You have to decide who you value more this cheating creap or youself and daughter. Is he really worth it?

Sweetpea, I spent 12 years waiting to for a man who treated me like property. Oh, he would have killed for me, but he was disrespectful and literally treated me like property. He didn't really want me but didn't want me with anyone else. You sound so devoted to him and you are not getting the respect you deserve. I finally stood up for myself and now have the greatest husband a girl could ask for. I know it will hurt to let him go, trust me I was devastated. Trust and believe you deserve better. He will always be your daughters father, and I'm not telling you how to raise her, but your daughter deserves to see her mom treated with respect so she doesn't ever let a man disrespect her. You should hold the bar high for the men in your life, as high as you would hold it for the boys and men that will come into your baby girl's life. You will be just fine. You will hold your head up high and be very proud. Trust me when I say, you already know you deserve better and how to get it. Live happy.