What are the reasons you are inspired to stay alive?

made a promise to myself

simply because life rocks. that and because there are things that i want to do while im alive. you know, i dont want to die and not know what its like to have kids, to hear them laughing, or to be married, or never seeing the ocean, never travelling. theres so many things to do with life, so many people to meet, so many different lives to live, why cut all that short? im not disrespecting all the people who made a choice to do otherwise, all im saying is that im no longer one of them and im glad i didnt make that choice.

my hubby and my best friend.. and of course im curious at what will happen next lol

I respect what you say here. I myself have a child. My dear son, Andy who is almost five years old. He is my angel. Of course we like to think highly of our children. Being a mother or father is a very special job and it can be hard sometimes but they have a way of making you want to go on. They are special and need a lot of love and attention.