Where do I go from here?

Well, I cant really think of an incidence in my life which resembles what you are feeling right now. So I guess, I havent been in the same situation before. Well, for me I usually weigh things before making major decisions in life... look at the pros and cons and then decide... Sometimes, I do things which feels right... There are also times that I only follow the pack, follow what other people are doing... I sometimes do what my peers are doing, they usually have a great influence on me and I believe they always make great decisions. Whatever your decision is, whatever the result is, stand by it.

Yes, I have been, its in a cross road of life and its really hard especially if no one is around to advise you to do things that you need to do, things like that gives you frustrations at some point. Whenever, I am in that situation, I just let go of anything, but we need to do some calculations of what be done or actions that would be best for the situation. Its exciting for some reason maybe because we are to experience something new there is always a mixed feelings but hey, that's life ! Who knows what the morrow comes ? Just hang in there, pause and go on