Listen to mom?

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Why would I listen to mom? I've no idea what I was doing when I was younger. But if I listened to mom, she would be happy anyway. Thus, I almost did everything that was required by my her.She made a decision for so many things including my clothers, hair style, friends...etc. Day after day, both she and I get used to it. After growing up, I wanna run faster, fly higher, it is kind of painful to listen to mom. I went to some university that she liked. Also, she chose my major, which I didn't have what it took to learn. One thing is that, once u start something, u are expected to finished it well. Thus, I worked hard though I didn't like it. I know she wished me good luck! However, she doesn't know that she actually pushed me so hard. She told me that I didn't really know things. Thus, my decision would definately be unreasonable. She is so arbitrary that I am of exhausted sometimes. Sure, I can leave her alone doing anything that I want without considering her opinions. But it will hurt her on the other hand. What if her blood pressure is higher... Since I am far away from my hometown, I miss her, but I don't wanna call her. Maybe I am scared of my mom's call. She will possibly complain that I dream away my life since she is not near. In fact, I may just do something that she considers as a mistake. I wanna further my study in a famous university aboard, which is my dream. She knows that I am working for it. But my mom will never dream of allowing me to do that. She thinks she knows my futher better. It was but last hour, my mom had a dreadful row with me for it. She must be hurt... I told her I could do anything else that was required by her. Don't hurt her by listenning to mom. But this time, it is too hard. I feel sad... I know in some western countries, the kids will leave their parents in pursuit of their own dreams. It is awesome!