one night stand
By aquaspices
@aquaspices (164)
Philippines
September 24, 2008 10:58pm CST
enjoyment that went overboard. that's how i call it. i hate the feeling that your afraid to loose the friendship because of just one night you both went overboard. i dont know how i should talk to myself and to him now. i really dont. im guilty , im afraid , im uncertain. i just want to burst out my feelings. there's no place nor someone i could confide with for now. it feels awkward and it feels terrible. i hate my self. i dont know when i can get over this. :(
4 responses
@aquaspices (164)
• Philippines
28 Sep 08
hmmmm. in our case, there is 80% chance that will see ech other each day since we work at same company. but that's okay. we already talked. we'd remain gud friends. if fate permits, who knows maybe we can be in a relationship that's better well accepted. thanks for droppin a comment though.
@ralphido (842)
• India
29 Sep 08
dude.. if that's the case.. don't count too much on it.. you may not be able to buy yourself out of the situation as easy as you might think.. if she decides you are the one for her but you don't seem to think along the same lines then you are done for.. she will tighten her grip on your neck even before you would know it...
@aquaspices (164)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
i was laughing secretly when i read ur message... do i seem to be a guy? im a girl. im nt dude..hahaha. dont get offended, but it js made me laugh...hmmmm, maybe i sound like a guy here..hehehehe ;)
@tryxiness (4544)
• Philippines
25 Sep 08
I have to agree with you. I mean, in the end, there's an empty space within. I am not sure if this is just a girl thing or what. 
@aquaspices (164)
• Philippines
25 Sep 08
u both got a point. and that point i am experiencing now. but im determined to get over this and move on for the better.
@sweethomecatring (1563)
• India
25 Sep 08
When you have reached that limit at your own and you were not forced to do that then what has caused so much distracted and discontent. If you have done it than have a courage to maintain the relationship if the partner is still with your side and want to maintain.
@aquaspices (164)
• Philippines
25 Sep 08
actually, we recently had a talk. i shared to him how i felt about what happened. the feelingof guilt and the fear of loosing our friendship. he expressed, he likes me and its up to me to be on a more sensible relationship with him. i just went mum, dont want to answer and regret it afterwards , just want to keep things cool first, before i make another decision..thanks for the enlightenment.
@rocker21 (2716)
• India
25 Sep 08
i hate one night standers and people who do that! i just hate em!
@aquaspices (164)
• Philippines
25 Sep 08
i hate them too..and im determned to love back myself. one thing i have in mind. openess to the garbage of moral practice in the world makes u a better person.
