a haunting torment-my fading ambition
October 17, 2008 9:51am CST
I don't know how many of us are doing what they like, but I feel I just repeat the same process day after day. Many nights, at the bottom of my heart echoed my original scream- my fading ambition. I want to be a lonely scholar, lost in my pholosophy. I am tired of the ridiculous social system. It seems that we are all in one high-speed train heading for the wrong direction, but no one dare jump off. - write after one of my friends suicided.