Why do you hate me??

Hello Cyntrow, I do not know what is going on, but it sounds like you are really having a bad time. Whoever is giving you this bad time is not worth all of this grief. Just push them aside. I went through a bad time awhile ago and know how you feel, but I am back and writing and ignoring all bad things now. Try to push whatever is bad aside and go on. You are a cool person Cyntrow. Just write like you did before and get rid of all these bad vibes. I know you can!!!! Shalom~Adoniah

You know what Cyn honey I LOVE YA - I love your passion , your courage of your convictions , your way of standing behind your beliefs and trying to educate people and rid people of their shortsightedness and hatreds! I have never stood against you as I have never seen you state anything that I could not either agree with wholeheartedly or understand. If someone hates you for being you then I am afraid that is their problem and they are the one who needs to sort it and if i were you I would not let it get to me one little bit - just keep on keeping on! hugs xxx

I'm responding from my e-mail notification (yes, I'm behind!) so I have no idea what others have said, but I have to say this looks like I could have written it! The same "I don't really care - but I do". I also wouldn't dream of changing myself to suit someone who doesn't like me anyway but there's a part of me that always wonders wht the heck did I do! With these people who simply don't like me, which they exist here on myLot as well as elsewhere in my "real" life, I could say it's because we like different things, but they're good friends with other who also like different things from them; I'd say it's because we disagree on some issues, but same thing, there are others who disagree even more and are even more outspoken about it who they seem to have no problem with. I've always done my best to be polite and respectful to everyone at all times since I was a kid and my parents drilled it into me, yet I get accused of being mean and disrespectful... Cyn, what I think is that you and I and anyone else who sometimes finds themselves feeling as we do should just decide that we REALLY don't care because it's not going to matter if we do. Call it chemistry, call it what you will, some people just don't like other people and there's not much we can do about it. Hey, I like you and you like me, so what else matters...lol? Annie