I could just scream right now

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I am feeling nervous right now so I had to talk to someone but its late here and everyone is sleeping. I have my scan in the morning (20 weeks). Plus me and husband had a fight because he was 2 hours late geting home from work. Get this I spend most of the day in bed with my blood presure playing up and had the worse headache. Got up made my son brekee went back to bed then he asked for some toast so I made him some. Then he decided he was bored (I dont blame him) so he was playing up big time. Then I got up made meal (something that is not good after it goes cold) and waited for husband to show up so we can eat. Finaly at 5pm I decided to call him he said I am on my way. 20 min later he comes home acting like there is nothing wrong. Oh there was a tool sale in one of the shops and he droped by his friend (he is mechanic and thats where they go all the time). After he ate (what I cooked went to the bin by me) he went outside to work on his car and I was stuck with the 5 year old again. He came inside at 9pm just as my son was going to bed and this one started crying because he didnt have time with dad and wanted to stay up. And in all of this my husband sees nothing wrong. I dont want to fight infront of my son and I am keeping it all in but with my hormones all over the place it makes me sooooo mad I could just scream. And I know that he can do better and normaly he does but today he just went to far.