i failed again

Philippines
December 10, 2008 5:01pm CST
there are really times that you just wanted to make everythin fine and alright. but this time, i failed again. i had made something to a person that really pisses her off. and i was so sorry for it . i did asked her forgiveness, but she said she will never forget.. well, i did my part and asked for forgiveness. it was not intentional. it was some kind of a joke. because she joke first. but i guess, she got it all wrong. and i did not bless her... i was so sorry. i did cried all night. i have a fever. and yet, there is the guilt feeling,.. i submitted to God that this time, it will not be the same as beofre. there is really changes now.. and i hope i could be able to adjust to it.. huhu..
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@Zelmarq (12585)
• Cebu City, Philippines
17 Dec 08
Well, I was also hurt by not so good words by someone, it made my cry also all night and caused us not to talk for two weeks, it was hard since we live int he same house, but i was glad I went on a vlonteer work for one week for the missions training. It was his fault but never said sorry, I was even the one who asked for forgiveness and he asked too after I asked forgiveness. It was all the past but I can help remebering it.
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@Zelmarq (12585)
• Cebu City, Philippines
19 Dec 08
well, another year is coming jing, lets hope evrything to be at its best next year. New hopes and new beginnings, leaving all our tears and past behind. Have a nice day and have a happy new year with your family.
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@garyeye (202)
• Philippines
17 Dec 08
Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times. Matthew 18:21-22 And Be kind and passionate to one another, forgiving each other just as in Christ God forgave you. Ephesians 4:32 The question is will we obey or not?
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• Philippines
17 Dec 08
i know the person you are talking. i also get hurt with the way he would talk to me and the rest of us here.. well, it is just a matter of understanding the person and understand myself better. he is not always right. and he wanted to lead and all. and it is him.. how i wanted to talk to him. but i just hoped that sooner he will realize things he did to yuou and to the rest of us here. so funny because others are saying that i will be the next him.. and i cast it out./ i want to follow the path that is lead and headed by our Lord//.. hope i wont be like him.. but he is just human too. i don't judge him, but i don't want to follow his footsteps..
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@garyeye (202)
• Philippines
16 Dec 08
A soft answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word turns up anger. Proverbs 15:1 Be careful of what you say the next time around. Good sense makes one slow to anger, and it is his glory to look over an offense. Proverbs 19:11 Make her laugh, not make her angry. But it's not entirely your fault that she's angry, it might have been what you said that triggered her to be angry at you. Just Remember, Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is Love. 1 John 4:8
• Philippines
17 Dec 08
hehe.. thanks kuy. i admit it was really my fault. i did aske forgiveness already. and after i did, i was totally released from that bondage. it was not easy especially when the person is your colleagues.. and i take your words.. thanks a lot.. karun pa lage ka nag reply.. kaw happ.. millions na akong na post..
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@vanonas (949)
• United States
10 Dec 08
I'm sorry. I hope she forgives you. Best of luck
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• Philippines
19 Dec 08
thank you.. but now, she is so silent with me and even spread the rumors in the department. but then the other faculty were fully supporting me. for they believed in me. and this girl happens to have a lot of issues in the said department..
• Germany
17 Dec 08
Hi there. It's been already 1 week. I hope she is ok with you now. I was an easy going person, i won't get pissed off if it's only a joke. I have experienced once, one of my best friend made really a big "joke" on me, well, in the beginning, it seems like a joke, but when the joke lasts for few days, then i don't find it a joke a anymore. She knew that i didn't like it anymore and still kept doing it to me. So, for me in the end, everything was just intentionally done to me. I then got very angry and sad and didn't talk to her anymore, well.... she never said sorry to me too! That really pissed me off! After this case, i no longer trust her. And never have deep conversation like before. Well, i did forgive her after few months. But you know, we just can't get back to before anymore. But in your case is different, you show your sincere that you are guilty. I'm sure she will forgive you if you keep this attitude to her. Don't loose hope. Cheers! And happy mylotting!
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@Rexdoron (345)
• Malaysia
15 Dec 08
first and foremost, I just notice your posting today. so, it has been five days though. We all, I think, notice that we are different from each other. Her life experiences shape her to be a person that hard to forgive other people on some matter. Maybe she look what you did as unforgiving things. Anyway, what I always do to hard-to-forgive people (I have few friends who are like that) is I keep aside their attitude towards me, and I keep being a friend to them. I keep doing good things to them. So, if you do the same, soon or later, she will realise that she should forgive you, and your friendship will flourish again. Gudluck! :)
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