it's too late! is this my karma?

Philippines
December 21, 2008 1:17am CST
i have this friend for 5 years and i knew from the start that he feels something for me. i like him but i don't want him to be my boyfriend. for the last 4 years of our friendship we always see to it that at the end of the day, we're still friends, nothing more nothing less. last week we got a chance to see each other, we hang out with his friends and he introduce me as his special friend for 5 years. everyone's asking why are we just friends? then i told them that i'm into relationship right now. when i got home, i'm wondering why he's still on my mind and i think i'm starting to fall in love with him. i told him everything that i feel for him but i started to cry when he told me that he's in love with his classmate. oh crap! i wish i never told him what i feel for him! last night he asked me, what did i do to him and told him to stop. he's always on my mind and i can't get him out my head.
3 responses
@grzdingz (187)
• Philippines
21 Dec 08
it happens....you can overcome that feelings you have and will find one better for you...God has a purpose for doing it to you....you will find it out later....God bless.....
• Philippines
21 Dec 08
thank you. i'll tell you something, i'm into relationship right now and i'm not happy with that person.
@piya84 (2591)
• India
21 Dec 08
ohhh dear !! i realy dont have any words for you.Dats realy tragic situation.Dont worry u will come out of it.God bless to u
• India
21 Dec 08
Oh, I understand it must definetly must have felt embarrassing and also quiet heart breaking for you to go through that. But unfortunately, from my xperience, i say only time can heal that and nothing else. How i wish we had some option to take away the things we say or feel.