it's too late! is this my karma?
December 21, 2008 1:17am CST
i have this friend for 5 years and i knew from the start that he feels something for me. i like him but i don't want him to be my boyfriend. for the last 4 years of our friendship we always see to it that at the end of the day, we're still friends, nothing more nothing less. last week we got a chance to see each other, we hang out with his friends and he introduce me as his special friend for 5 years. everyone's asking why are we just friends? then i told them that i'm into relationship right now. when i got home, i'm wondering why he's still on my mind and i think i'm starting to fall in love with him. i told him everything that i feel for him but i started to cry when he told me that he's in love with his classmate. oh crap! i wish i never told him what i feel for him! last night he asked me, what did i do to him and told him to stop. he's always on my mind and i can't get him out my head.
21 Dec 08
Oh, I understand it must definetly must have felt embarrassing and also quiet heart breaking for you to go through that. But unfortunately, from my xperience, i say only time can heal that and nothing else. How i wish we had some option to take away the things we say or feel.