forbidden kiss....I made a mistake

@insulin (2483)
Philippines
January 9, 2009 10:20am CST
Well i dont know where I will start this but i just need to express this.Yesterday,I borrowed the guitar of my ex-bandmate because our old guitar was not working so well and we need to record the tracks because we are running out of time.After borrowing the guitar from him,he just told me a joke that he wants a kiss from me then well of course I told him no because we are both in a relationship but that ex-bandmate of mine is my childhood lover.I told him that I will be bring back the guitar in evening after the recording but suddenly it did not happen so i just planned to return it today but then he just on my door and well of course to get the guitar back,i told him to wait outside because i just need to turn off the desktop,When I turned back,he just kissed me to the fullest and i am really shock and trying to push him away from me and i was just very nervous at all.He apologized and kiss me again but kept pushing him back..I told him that its a big mistake but i know that we like each other since childhood but i dont understand why we cannot be together and now I am really confused.We talked seriously about it and forget what just happened but I cannot forget it at all and i am confused and I don't know what should I do..I never want to cheat and i know its a big mistake..Should I still talk to him? I just need a little advice..Thanks...
5 responses
@Zezlol (409)
• United Arab Emirates
9 Jan 09
Do you love this guy more than the guy you're dating? If so, it may be for better to break up with your current boyfriend and end this mess. I understand that you don't want to hurt him, but would you prefer staying in a relationship with someone you don't love (and regret passing up such an opportunity later in life) rather than try something with your childhood sweetheart? Living in regret and wonder is definitely not fun.
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@insulin (2483)
• Philippines
9 Jan 09
I do really love my bf right now but distance is what the problem and I really did not expect this thing to happen i mean it was a long time ago since we talked about our feelings and I am just confused why he kissed me..
@checapricorn (16066)
• United States
9 Jan 09
[i]Hi insulin, I wonder why is that, I mean you have a mutual feeling but why not trying to work it before you were committed to other guy? Anyway, I find it hard to say something, but for me, if you love your current bf and you don't want to hurt him, you have to avoid this ex bandmate![/i]
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@insulin (2483)
• Philippines
9 Jan 09
He got his gf friend too and yeah I really love my bf right now it just really a mistake and i am just in the stage of confusion.I did not attempt to kiss him,he kissed me and i just really avoided it i swear but my hear is really beating so fast..
@Llonorra22 (1150)
• Philippines
24 Feb 09
I think you should weigh this first. I know you still love him, you wouldn't be confused if not. You should pray for it and ask GOD for his guidance.. Godspeed....
@ronaldinu (12445)
• Malta
13 Jan 09
If he is your band mate you cannot just not talk to him anymore. But if I were you I would re examine my relationship with him. I would ell him directly that you are in another relationship and that you want to be faithful to your partner. Tell him that you do not have the least intention to cheat on your partner. Try to avoid situations where you are all alone with him. (c) ronaldinu 2009 - the more people I meet-the more I love my dog
@Shar19 (8236)
• United States
9 Jan 09
Obviously he's not that serious about the relationship he's in or else he would never dis-respect that person and kiss you. I think you should just tell him kindly not to do that again and if he really is your friend then he'll respect your wishes and respect you.