love poem to the child i want ! want! want! to have

Malaysia
July 10, 2009 6:34am CST
I want to be a mommy, to kiss your knee better, and pick you up when you fall down I want to welcome you to my bed when bad dreams prevent sweet, restful sleep, and protect you from all harm. I want to love you, as a mother does, and see you grow, see your personality form and change, to help you on the road of life. I want to hold you close, and never let you feel fear, hurt or pain, to always be there for you, to always hold you dear. I want to be your mommy, I love you...and want to be a good mother to you, but the only way I can, Dedicated to the child I want to have , i will never say to a child i will never have I got this poem from : http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=52390 (but adjusted a bit to suit my feelings and pain)
2 responses
@acie_21 (5647)
• Philippines
10 Jul 09
you know what last febuary i was carrying the most specially thing that God has given to us.i was very happy that we finally have our first born baby.me and my husband was very excited knowing if our baby was a girl or a boy.then in my 2nd month of pregnancy i experience bleeding i was really worried and sad knowing what will happen to my baby.i called the doctor immediately the doctor said ill just buy this medication to hold on the baby...everything was fine till on my 3rd month of pregnancy i was so nervous cause i experience bleeding again this happened twice already..the next day me and my mom went to a doctor to see if my baby was ok.the doctors said lets do ultrasound to check if your baby is ok.i was so shock looking at the screen of the ultrasound that the baby was not floating already i knew that my baby was gone.the doctor said to me directly that "im sorry your baby was not healthy"...i cried a lot of tears while calling my husband in the cellphone he immediatly rush to the hospital he embrace me tight and cried.i was so lonely that time and having a hard time to recover realizing maybe this baby is not for us.my family was very upset they were very excited too.now im recovering and i am still afraid to have my pregnancy,i had a trauma already on what ive experience.im scared to lose my baby again.....thanks for sharing..
• Malaysia
10 Jul 09
acie .. my friend had the same problem, all tru her pregnancy, there was 1 time she went to toilet and came back crying to me that was the 3rd month of pregnancy ... i immdiatly called my boss asked for time off .. called her husband and drove her to the hospital .. there was nothing wrong with the baby ... the by the end of 6th month .. her water broke .. she was rushed to hospital and the doctor gave her less than 30% assurance on the baby survivol ... the baby was taken out and left in incubator for 2 months ... Now after 1 and 1/2 years the baby is so strong and hyper active .. those 2 months my friend had to go tru was miserable .. she was not able to see her child and the baby was smaller than arm lengh and now ... if the baby wants and if god wants ... whatever happens .... the baby will survive cheers
@fheroan (619)
• Philippines
10 Jul 09
Its really a nice poem... i think your readying to be a mom..but im just wondering why you said you adjusted it a bit to suit your feelings and pain..why can't you have a child so that's why its a pain to u or ur still not married or something..lol..
• Malaysia
10 Jul 09
no i adjusted the poem ... if you follow the link for the poem .. the mother actually did not want to raise the child because she thought that she could not be a good mother for the child .. so the end part of the poem has to be changed .. i will be a good mother if not perfect .. cheers