what do you understand by term that u are alive

It´s basically wonder for me. And not so much wonder as being alive as to be concious that I am. A miracle? A chain of imposible events? A perfectly explainable thing that will only take us millions of years to explain? What a beautiful question! And what a terrible one!

When I was younger, I often thought about the amazingness - that I was me. That I had a thinking brain. And also that I was in my head - and there was someone in every other humans head. I found that incredible. And then much later - we made a school project about Charles Darwin. And then i REALLY got amazed. I mean - when I think about it - it MUST be a miracle that we are alive. So many many coincidences. Wow, really.