Lets make a diary!..
By heartonfire
@heartonfire (4119)
Denmark
November 13, 2006 2:59am CST
i will start
Monday,13 november 2006,10:50 am
i woke up with another day in front of me..i usually hope today will be better,today luck will come my way...but not today..a strange feeling of nostalgie settled in my heart..my mind goes back in the past when as a child my only worries were what santa will bring me this year..i remember making the christmas tree with my father,and the smell of my mother's food cooking in the aven..i remember how i used to spend hours listening to my father's stories and i couldn't get enough..and how my mom was young and elegant and seemes the prettiest woman on earth...i remember how my grandma tried her best to make me happy,and i was never happy because i was spoiled...i miss that magic feeling when christmas was knocking at the door..i remember the world seemed so big when i was little and now it seems so small when i grew up...i was looking forward to reach the age when i could explore it,when i could take my own decisions..when i could have my own family..now i miss it all.even these sweet innocent thoughts and view about life..now nothing looks the same....now i feel lost sometimes and cry myself to sleep begging god to make me a child again...but i know that is another dream that can't come true,so i come back to reality and ebd this page here...tomorrow is another day..maybe it will be better......
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11 responses
@navintheprince (730)
• India
13 Nov 06
i talked/included u in my friends list 12th November,2006.....n very happy meeting u here n like ur discussions very much...n the most important is ur replies..i like to check for ur replies for my response on ur discussions....Thanks for ur replies n be in touch...
@heartonfire (4119)
• Denmark
13 Nov 06
i always reply when i have the time even though we are adviced not to because we earn nothing from that..but the money here will not get us rich anyway,the most important things are friends..and this post is made to share our feelings of the day...i hope people will understand this and start opening their hearts like i did
@heartonfire (4119)
• Denmark
13 Nov 06
well,get on and get started..write the first page of your diary here..share your feelings about today..and tomorrow read them and tell me if u feel the same or if anything changed
@browneyedwomen (1827)
• United States
24 Nov 06
Friday November 24th
woohoo..I've had wednesday thursday and friday off...I want to go out today because I have to go back to work tomorrow. It shouldnt be to bad though because I have sunday off too lOl!! today I probably woulnt get anything done but maybe eat more thanks giving but atleast im not setting high standards for myself~
@braveheartpt (3037)
• Portugal
24 Nov 06
Friday, 24 th November
Today I awake and first thing I thought at Friday it´s "Thank God it´s Friday", but then looked at my window and saw a very rainy day. Ok, it´s raining I think, let´s go for another work day.
Now at the end of this day it´s like night here, the clouds are ready to explode, there are cities flowed and water and wind over there, I´m waiting till the hour I could go home, next to my wife and son. And past a stormy weekend, bad luck, but it´s life.
@heartonfire (4119)
• Denmark
24 Nov 06
hmm looking forward for another page of your diary..i knew you were sensitive but you keep prooving it everyday:)
@tvnaresh (1581)
• India
13 Nov 06
i hope i will become better than yesterday...more positive and more confident...let me finish my scjp as soon possible...let mylot pay my money and still many queries about paypal...what about my family ?Will my cousin get the job or not ? Will my sister able to succeed or not ?Will my mother will recover or not? when my dad will come to my city and see me...though i meet him at home town every month...
@heartonfire (4119)
• Denmark
13 Nov 06
lots of questions for today's page..maybe tomorrow you will fill it with answers;)
@rracers89 (3246)
• United States
13 Nov 06
well its early here yet but id have to say so far everyday above ground is a good day for me, I am feeling happy and ready to face my day...
@heartonfire (4119)
• Denmark
21 Nov 06
very true..thanks for the lines..i am sure someday you will come back and tell us more:)
@braveheartpt (3037)
• Portugal
13 Nov 06
For sure another day will come, and it will be better and if not just remember how good is to be alive and can feel whatever.
You will never be a child again, but you can keep always a child inside you and in your heart. Then one day you will be a mother of some kid, and you will see that christmas feelings in her/his eyes and then the child inside you will reborn. Don´t ever lost the child inside you.
@heartonfire (4119)
• Denmark
13 Nov 06
ok,but this discussions point was for you to write down the feelings of today or whenever you feel the need to write...and i wrote my thoughts so they can be an example,and we can all share our thoughts here and make diary pages...but i see people keep telling me what they think about what i wrote instead of writing their own...
@mr_pitiful75 (430)
• United States
13 Nov 06
Ok today has been a long a*s day and I am ending it now with these words ...stay true to you heart,feel for the world,laugh at the pain and know it is a lesson to make you strong,and at last realy read those deep thoughts heartonfire put down for us..Goodnight all..Sweet dreams heart
thankyou..You made my heart all fuzzy...
:-)
@heartonfire (4119)
• Denmark
13 Nov 06
i am just hoping that people will write down here their daily feelings and activities and who knows maybe they come back and read them when they feel nostalgic..or maybe just for the fun of 'peeking' in other people's pasge of the diary...and this way we all get to know eachothers better;)..about our lifes,and dreams,and inner thoughts..just think of it as a diary on the computer:)
@heartonfire (4119)
• Denmark
13 Nov 06
i was hoping you could share with us what your feelings of today are...but it is up to you weather you want that or not...
