Really Alone, Virtually Alone...
September 11, 2009 9:45am CST
I'm growing a litte frustrated these days. You know, with my college days over, I'm stuck inside my house with nothing but the TV and computer to give me company. I'm waiting for my joining next year. My college friends don't keep in touch with me any longer. It's only when I call them up that they can spare a word or two for me. But to every appearances, it seems that they've just wiped me out of their minds. I don't have any friends in the neighbourhood, indeed there isn't anyone to be made friends with, everybody here just remains closeted within their own personal lives. I try to make friends over on te internet, but there too, starngely I'm being rejected. When I send messages to people, they don't reply. My message boards remain empty for months. It feels as though I'm a nobody. Here also, I don't find many responses and just two days back, my reputation dropped a notch. It's as though things cannot get any worse for me. I don't know if I'm doing something wrong all this time. Do you also get this feeling sometime? Do you also feel rejected by the world at times? If so, what do you do to overcome your situation?
11 Sep 09
hi friend....don't feel that way, don't think as if you are nothing. i used to be alone by myself. i don't have any best friends so far. just like you, my the only friends are my computer, TV, that's all. but i'm happy...i thanks for those who supports me, at least i got my friend virtually in mylot and keep my self busy...chin up pal....everything's gonna be alright!!
12 Sep 09
It's very nice of you, workoutfreak. Thanks for that prayer. But sometimes I feel that I've now grown up beyond that certain age upto which you could make friends with someone easily. From now on, as I leave the academic field and enter the job scenario, it will only be competitors who will surround me, not friends. Well, as I say myself often, it's better luck next time for me. In this case, it's the next life.