I love it an I hate it

i love to shop and yes i also hate it if i added extra pounds. i feel that im just wasting my money to buy those clothes and after a months i can no longer wear them coz it doesnt fit me anymore. though i feel glad coz it will serve as my measurement. so that i know when will i start to cut foods and control my weight. luckily i dont have kids yet, thats why i try to do shopping a long as i can coz i know in the near future i cant do that anymore due to the kids. of course we need to prioritize the needs of our kids first before us.