Vain

humm back a few years ago i really never handle something good. just how i used to deal with them, now days most of the time i do deal with things much better then before. but there is time and it depend what is going on i dont handle things good. because some like on my wife side of th family think i need to except things for what it is, how others treat people wrong and how the other cousins is still hanging out with the guy who tried to rape my daughter, i told them i wont except it and i refuse to except its just wrong in so many ways.

I've been vain but it was when i was younger. When i was in highschool, i was always conscious of how i look because of a girl. Lol. I was always thinking 'what she talks to me or something?'. It's cheesy but It's true. :)

Wow what a question. Maybe I'm not right to answer this because almost all the time my mind is like a human calculator. I always try to compute my expenses. Anyway, I think the word "vain" is relative in meaning, for me what I see as vain in your part may not be vain after all. Like if you are into fashion, I may see it as vain, but it is actually a necessity. And if I am into music; you may see it as vain expenditure but for me it's a need. Anyway, I guess I just spend around $300 just for a 3-month gym which i really don't find it worth. I guess that is how far as i have gone. hahaha