getting away from it all

@maxen07 (889)
Philippines
May 17, 2010 10:41pm CST
i wish i could go on a retreat alone. it's just stuffy here at home, with people yelling at me telling me i'm no good. i wish i could just leave this place and never come back. i'll take my baby with me and raise him away from these hypocrites. i wish it's not a sin to take my own life and i wish i'm not such a coward to do it...
3 responses
@chiyosan (29383)
• Philippines
18 May 10
you are going through a tough time there.. hope you find justice in your own home and hope you will feel less of what people say about you. stand up and fight. not fight with your family but fight for yourself. emerge victorious when you prove these people wrong about what they tell you - there is no other way but to disprove them.
• Philippines
18 May 10
I also do struggles from difficulties and even wanted to die too but I just realize, there's more to life that we don't see. Explore and make something you want to do with your life, don't waste your time listening to those people who only wants to pull you down. Stand up and be proud, there's more you can do!
@everafter (378)
• Philippines
18 May 10
maxen07 it seems you are sad with your environment, its okay to be sad and to have a time for yourself. :)