building something and destroying it
June 1, 2010 11:59pm CST
have you experienced feeling like you built something and then you are also partially the reason why it was destroyed? i am feeling that feeling now. it is like i built a palace, a tower for quite sometime and then in just one blow, like the blowing of a candle, everything turned to rubble. i feel soooo bad. but i couldn't seem to pinpoint the case of all this. pride perhaps? but i sacrificed so much to build it. i gave it my all. and sigh....it was still ruined./
2 Jun 10
In my case it was not about building something but i created a team much more like a group of friends who have lots of common stuff. Like the way we think and the way we act we get along pretty well for sometime but for some pathetic reasons i myself choose to destroy it and disband the group. Now how i wish i didnt do it , for i am the most affected because i miss the group so much, how i wish i can just turn back the hands of time. Thanks for sharing your wonderful idea my friend.
2 Jun 10
Hi there Spoiled 311! Yes, I do. It was when I joined a group of friends and even though they were friends for years already, I could say, and they do too, that I took the friendship to a higher level. Only when things not in favor of the majority happened, but not actually my fault, I believe, but somehow, I became the reason why the friendship fall apart. Can't say I'm really sorry because I'm happy now with the results of what happened. I can definitely say that it was worth it and I can see that everybody has moved on.