i wish to vanish for a while...

Philippines
June 21, 2010 12:33am CST
sometimes, everything just go so wrong and i wish i would just vanish.even how hard i try to make things work as i have wanted (and oftentimes needed), time just is not on my side. isn't it outrageous how we could be so helpless sometimes? when all of what we thought to be good turns in life would turn out to be turns for the worse? i might not be making sense but right now, everything about me is so disappointing, and i don't know how to make things right.
5 responses
@cocobaby (300)
• United States
21 Jun 10
I totally understand what your saying. I feel the same way about my life. I wish I had a time machine so I could go talk to myself in the past and try to make some changes.
• Philippines
22 Jun 10
yeah, we could wish that, to undo things we did before and made us feel this way. but it's true what they say, vanishing will not change anything, it might just only make things worse. so perhaps, we'll just have to hang on and try to change things
• South Korea
21 Jun 10
somehow i can understand you... but to vanish will not change everything... after that you will still face the same problem... so i think its a little bit useless... except of course if somebody wants to hurt you physically. well ife is like that,,, everybody experience hardship... all i can say is just try to look for the lesson you might learn after that,,,and tomorrow will still come whatever or however it is hard today.. so cheer up... we deserves to be happy... try to stay cool and smile on those problem:)
• Philippines
22 Jun 10
i am amazed at the many beautiful people here in mylot. thanks for cheering me up.it is day 02 of my solution-hunting. still to no avail but i'll keep trying.
21 Jun 10
I am really sorry that you are feeling down at the moment. We all have times of need in our life and I always try to remain positive even when the worst stuff is happening to me. I have a little motto that I like to use a lot in life and this is that everything happens for a reason. I was once in a bad relationship for a few years and I changed jobs and moved to get away from him and then I found the wonderful man that I am going to marry in the future so there is definitely a reason why things happen and it's fair to say that you will get through the bad days and that good ones will come to you soon. I sometimes do things wrong and then feel so embarrassed or wish I had said nothing but you need to just carry on with life as you can't let these things get you down.
• Philippines
22 Jun 10
somehow i know this but it just won't get into my head. or maybe, it's just in my head and my heart wants something else. I have been trying to make thing end, i have been trying to find a second job (or if possible, a third job) but i just can't find anything. i feel so helpless.
• Philippines
21 Jun 10
Be careful what you wish for cuz it might come true. :)
• Philippines
21 Jun 10
thanks for reminding me this. i still wish i could take some time off, you know.
@xeroeight (1060)
• Philippines
21 Jun 10
I agree be careful on what you wish because it might come true. I suggest that minimize your expectation so you won't get disappointed easily. And also accept that we can't have everything in this world even the richest man on earth don't get everything he wants in his life. I think you just need to be more relax and think for a solution in your problem. And don't give more attention on it give more attention to find a solution
• Philippines
22 Jun 10
thank you for your response. it makes me feel better to know that people care about other people they don't even know personally.