Should i Die ???????

United States
July 3, 2010 6:09pm CST
i have always wondered what it would be like to die, and in my lonley little life theres nothing to live for..... i think i should just get on with it but cant bring myself to do it ... Im not crazy i just dont see any point in my life i live on from day to boring day thinking of nothing and feeling nothing... I have lots everyone and everything in my life to .... right now hell seems pretty fun The sad part is that theres one one to greave over me, on one would know, and no one would care .... So heres the most simple thing that i can offer, should or shouldn't i die ???
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• United Arab Emirates
4 Jul 10
You say theres no one to grieve over me...this means you are all alone. Why dont you make friends...you will know the how life will be. It will be worth living for. GOD said you are not alone...I am with you. The world is a beautiful place to live...discover the goodness of the nature and you will see how wonderful it is.
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@Bionicman (3967)
• Czech Republic
4 Jul 10
If you want to die, live like you have nothing to lose and maybe then your life won't be so boring.
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@Hatley (164640)
• Garden Grove, California
4 Jul 10
hi keirster usually when people are like that its because they are so honed in on themselves they do not think of other people or of the things that they do have. If you are lonely seek out people, be friendly and even volunteer to help people less fortunate. yes less fortunate as you probably have a place to stay and food to eat. some people are out of work and are running out of money.Think about other people, you are being totally selfish.the world is a wonderful place and if you look at it with confidence and joy you will feel happy again. get a job where you can help o ther people and you will feel fulfilled and not bored.Be thankful for what you do have and strive to better yourself and try to think of other people Where are your family,seek out any relatives you may have, you do not have to be alone after all. there are a lot of other lonely people who could profit from talking to you and you from talking to them. No you should not die,you should live and find happiness.okay let me say this I care for you and I have never even met you. but anyone who sounds like you do needs someone who cares.,goodluck and God bless.
• India
4 Jul 10
what is it that makes you feel that God has given up on you? There can never be all negatives in one's life. There must be some glimmer of light, some little happiness around the corner waiting for you; all you have to do is reach for it my friend. Look how many people have responded to you.How can you think nobody cares for you? We may not know you personally, but we are all there beside you.So buck up! Something surely will come up that will take away the shadow of darkness from your mind.Good luck!
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• Philippines
4 Jul 10
hello keirster! i understand what you're feeling right now for i had been there once, years before. For those who have not experience the feelings, they would never understand how it is. But you would get over it, i am sure of that, for i perceive you to be a strong person. Otherwise, you won't be courageous enough to ask whether to die or not. I know it is very hard to find reasons to make you hold on to life longer as this point in time, enough time to let you realize that life is what we make it. But i assure you that time will come that you will look back to this time and reminisce about what you had almost done with a smile in your lips. Life is a constant change Keirster. You know what i did before? i used to just hole up in my room day and night for days, always crying for no reasons at all. I just feel alone, and i had not find any reason to go on with my life then. Many times i tried ending my life, but i guess, i was more strong than i had realized back then. Little i got up the courage to go out, do new things i never did before, met new people and guess what? i found out, life is too beautiful to pass up. of course, i had my share of downfalls, failures, frustrations, discouragement, but i did not let it bother me anymore. We author our own happiness. No one would care for you if you will not start caring for other people. No one would love you if you won't start loving yourself. You have to love yourself first, before others can keirster. so, get out there, meet new people, greet your neighbors, who knows? you will find a true friend and maybe a partner in one of them. But i tell you, no one would grieve or care or love you if you just close your doors on potential friends or partners. If you will just stay in your house, holed up, who will you meet? noone. unless of course, you'll you are in mylot, you'll find potential friends, like me, who cares enough to tell you all these. Don't lose hope my friend. Get up and fight for your right to live. Its a beautiful choice to make. If you have no one to care for you, then find someone. There are many out there who has the same fate as you and they are also on the lookout of having that someone who will care and love them. I hope to hear from you again. and by that time, i hope and pray that everything will be fine.
@lacieice (2065)
• United States
3 Jul 10
hello keirster You know, life if what you make it. It doesn't have to be boring. Develop some interests. Volunteer. Get out and meet people. Go to the park. Take a walk. Life is a gift from God. He put you and me here for a reason. You are depressed and need to dosomething about it. Go to your doctor and talk to him. Depression is a chemical imbalance...it can be fixed. Have you found your reason for being here yet? No? Then it's not time for you to go. To answer your question, no, you should not die till the Lord decided it's your time.
@lacieice (2065)
• United States
3 Jul 10
Listen...I'm not a psychologist, but I have had some training in the field. You need help. If you have no one to talk to, get to a doctor, or a hospital. You can't just sit and do nothing. I know...you have no energy to do anything, but you must. You have to call on your instinct for survival and get help...right away. If I knew who you are and where you are, I would call 911 and have them take you to the hospital. Since I can't, why don't you do it? They will help you. I promise. Do it. Now.
• United States
3 Jul 10
sorry but i cant..... somethings pulling me back.... somethings telling me to go.. thank you for your help but i think its my time....
• Philippines
4 Jul 10
S0metimes i feel the same
@ydb777 (36)
• United States
3 Jul 10
Hell is not a place you want to go! It is everlasting. You think you are miserable now, you havent seen anything yet. And that exactly what I remember when I have the same thoughts. I have played around with this thought also, but after spending time talking to God, He always gives me reasons to live. I really do know how you feel. It seems like no matter how hard I try in my life I keep failing. If I take 2 steps forward, something comes and knocks me 4 steps backward. I always end up back here at my parent's house where me and my kids are not wanted by my own mother. My step father understands and trys to help, but my own mother judges me and says that I am the worst child that she has ever had. She hates me. The last place I want to be is here and she believes that I am here free loading. So believe me I know how you feel, but I also know that things can not stay like this forever and that God will eventually bring me out of this hellhole. I say that to say that you will not always be lonely. God knows what you are going through and you are not alone. Just talk to Him and watch how He will show up in your life.
• United States
3 Jul 10
i believe that god has given up on me a long time ago because nothing i do or say to him changes my life ....
@ydb777 (36)
• United States
3 Jul 10
Sometimes it does seem that God does not exist in our lives, but He does, I promise you. Just try talking to Him again before harming yourself.
@smileonstar (4013)
• United States
3 Jul 10
HI, Life is something that we should learn about... sometimes I would think something like that too but I have a little ppl to respond for... I can't do it. well, If someday I am gone then I dont want to born again. I have been through so many things in life and hard for me to deal sometimes. PPL just look me in different way even I am trying my best to be good.
• United States
3 Jul 10
there is no light but only dark im slipping away fast... i can only think of what is to come when i get to were im meant to be
• Philippines
3 Jul 10
of course you shouldn't die!!!! life is full of surprises,,why do you feel like your lonely? i suggest that you find a reason or purpose to go on... maybe a bf/gf would help you?
• United States
3 Jul 10
the darkness just wont go away its a horrable feeling..... i take i hot shower but i still fell cold i just dont know what to do
• India
4 Jul 10
Hey buddy , you seem to be so much low. Come on mate, Cheer up. life can be so much fun. All you have to do is to find your happiness. and it no where else.. itz just within you.I know there are phases in life when we feel useless and unwanted but that doesn't mean we quit living. Just find ur passion and find ur way. Nobody is in this world without any purpose. Just leave this attitude, live your life to the fullest. Tell yourself that I have a beautiful life and i will live it beautifully. Take care. :)
@zel2zel (134)
• Philippines
4 Jul 10
Hey! Don't die! Geez. Your life is important, even if you feel that you're 'nothing'. The world needs you. Well, I don't blame you, because it is not your fault that your life is like that. It is just a matter of time, just wait, you will eventually find what you've been wanting to enjoy and to waste your life for. So, you shouldn't die, OKAY???
@Bryanx54 (644)
4 Jul 10
You dont deserve to die, your human, your beautiful the world must see you live your life you could have an important role on all of us, you could be a hero to us all. Believe in yourself because i believe you can do anything if you put your hard work into it. Wash, dress up treat yourself once and awhile go out and socialise you'll be surprised how many people are friendly out there just show some confidence and keep your head and chin up son i just lost my Grandma she was dear to me that made me upset but what i learnt from that is life is precious live the moment till your very last breath my my grandma did you she had her up and downs but she stuck to what she did best and she got the best from life and im sure she would want every last human being to do so aswell. I believe in you, you can do this. Go out there and show the world that your ready to take the best things in life break all your boundaries and break all your fears. Enjoy life. Bryan