my life is like a drunken idiot............................................

@saphrina (31739)
South Africa
July 20, 2010 1:11pm CST
This is not a complaint or a rant, i think. Why can't i just have it my way. It will be so much easier for the people around me, you know. For once in my life i would like to have the weather i want, the food i love, the person i love, and just everything and anything which will make my life a bit easier? To help those i care for? But no, karma think she is freaking funny, by kicking my butt each time. Damn spiteful if you ask me. Why do i always have to throw a tantrum to get what i WANT?? Life can be so freaking unfair. TATA.
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@mrfdg1972 (3238)
• Philippines
20 Jul 10
why would you throw the tantrum?
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@vandana7 (68959)
• India
20 Jul 10
Because she has no place to keep it!
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
20 Jul 10
Because i can sweetie. Vannie, you are right, i have no place for it anymore.
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@mrfdg1972 (3238)
• Philippines
20 Jul 10
I think its not right to throw away your tantrums, some people might need it someday. You should have a safe place to keep tantrums.
@ElicBxn (60894)
• United States
20 Jul 10
gee, sounds like me why is it so darn hot in the summer in Texas? well, its the cross I bear so I don't have to put up with northern winters I guess...
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• Philippines
21 Jul 10
you can visit here in my place it rainy day... and oooopssss do not forget to invite angel... she loves Philippines to I am sure you can take a cool bath in our nice beaches here.... have a nice day and happy mylotting!
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@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
Sweetie, i think i would prefer the heat now. The Philippines have awesome beaches. Care to join me? Prime.
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@ElicBxn (60894)
• United States
21 Jul 10
We got beaches in Texas. Oh yeah, we've got the gulf of Mexico ... Well, we got lakes too - nah - Im not swimming in them NOW! Cam you see the bottom? I like to see the bottom...
@cream97 (29166)
• United States
20 Jul 10
Hi, saphrina. I know exactly what you mean. I think that a lot of us wished that things could go our way for a change. It would be very nice to have things just like we would like them to be. Maybe there can be at least one thing that you can have you way in. Sometimes this could be worth waiting for.
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@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
20 Jul 10
Thanx sweetie, but this waiting is driving me absolutely nuts. I do not want to wait anymore, i want everything i want, RIGHT NOW. TATA.
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• Philippines
21 Jul 10
right cream, and you those things would become very worthy if we just wait for too long.... and it would be very valuable.... nice one... and angel, do not worry about this okay? Stop worrying about this, we have to work this things out soon.... For now, let us all relax and have some fun with all our nice friends here... I guess the troll was gone or I would kick his a$$ss....
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
This i just have to see. When do we start the a$$ kicking??
@voldrox (7204)
• India
20 Jul 10
HIII!!!! ... it's been quite a long time saphrina...!!! even my fingers are taking time to adjust a little... How are you doing..??? i am doing fine...! and what is this i am seeing here saph ... missed this place a lot! I din have much facilities nor the time to come here while i was doing my internship... but hey u know i can't leave you and my friends... ((hugs))
@vandana7 (68959)
• India
20 Jul 10
Yeah, she's been missing you in every discussion! Now, saphy will get into good mood for sure!
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@voldrox (7204)
• India
20 Jul 10
Hi Vandana!! :) .. it's been quite a long time, how are you doing ?? i am ready to meet her, waiting.! i know she what she has in store for me , after she welcomes me.. !
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
hello voldrox angel and vannie miss you a lot so how is your life outside going bro??? Oh no I read you told us your doing fine, hehehehehe.... we are doing fine too but we miss you... I could not remember we have talked before.... but as a mylot member I welcome you back here this is our virtual home you know we just kee coming back here for our friends.... for our nice friends like this two pretty being angel and Vannie... have a nice day bro and happy mylotting for always....
• Malaysia
22 Jul 10
i wish i could throw tantrums too to get what i want.... instead, i find these little yellow bananas to throw around when i need something
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
22 Jul 10
That is unfair, Mario. How come you get bananas and i get cutlery? TATA.
• Malaysia
22 Jul 10
because i'm 'special'... and those bananas make such nice squishy sounds when it's thrown at someone
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
22 Jul 10
Now that is really freaking rude of this thing.. It is THUMPING sound. Sorry, my bad or the keyboard or something.
@dawnald (84146)
• Shingle Springs, California
20 Jul 10
I would like it my way too, but then nobody ever said life was fair. :-( Want some cheesecake?
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
20 Jul 10
Dawny, you are such an inspiration. No thanx, you can have that extra slice.
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@dawnald (84146)
• Shingle Springs, California
20 Jul 10
Well then, what would help?
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
20 Jul 10
That helped Dawny. I just have to get my butt i gear.
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@vandana7 (68959)
• India
20 Jul 10
Shhhh - honey you confuse everybody - with your unpredictability!
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
20 Jul 10
Ain't you suppose to freaking cheer me up or something?
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@vandana7 (68959)
• India
20 Jul 10
What would you have me do? Organize a party of male belly dancers?
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
20 Jul 10
A party. Male belly dancers really suck, you know.
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@vijayanths (7878)
• India
20 Jul 10
well saphy if I talk with my life experiences and my present situations, you will say you are freaking lucky.I bet there are so maillions of people out there who struggle more than us to get what they want. I sometimes use to think I am damn lucky as I can at least can enjoy so many things in life that others can't. I tell you I have met with too many failures in my business but I never bothered about it and I still keep on putting my earnest efforts. Whenever you feel low like this think of people who suffer much more than us. "I was so unhappy that I could not get a good shoe until I saw some one who has no legs"- good example, right? If I have to say it in meluan's style(one word) cheer up sweetie.
@vandana7 (68959)
• India
20 Jul 10
I almost reported you missing! Where have you been mr. now you see, now you dont!!!
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
20 Jul 10
Thanx sweetie, i will try to remember that. But not tonight, okay. I want to sulk a bit before i start thinking.
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@vandana7 (68959)
• India
20 Jul 10
If you want to sulk - have it your way Saphy! I can at least allow you to have your way on that one. I can even give you my hanky. I just used it in CT's discussion to wipe my nose. But you can use the other side, that side does not have any snot on it! Ok? Here take it!
@zed_k4 (17627)
• Singapore
21 Jul 10
Yeah, Saph.. life is like that. I always think about the saying when life throws lemons throw something back at it.. and it can be anything. Well, well..sometimes life works mysteriously.. to the point that we are confused as to how it's being played and all that. Things that we want, we don't get. Things that we don't wish to happen, unfortunately sometimes it happens..that is life. But think about it this way, Saph..sometimes good things do come in bundles, unexpectedly. So just keep a lookout for those. And I always tell myself to be grateful in any way possible. No matter what.. well, we'll try. Take little steps at a time.
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
Zed sweetie, i am not freaking crawling you know. Kidding. I know we have to be grateful and all that, but come one, just once in my life. Won't that be awesome? TATA.
@vandana7 (68959)
• India
21 Jul 10
Saphy - Zed and Biswa - best behaved boys out here! What do you say? They never use one freaking foul word!!!
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
Then i should get my butt in gear and start teaching them. What do you think?
@Memnon (2173)
20 Jul 10
It's the same for most of us. And when I do throw my toys around, it's my fault for being unreasonable: despite the fact that I keep asking about something nicely. Beginning that the only way to get anything is to behave like a spoilt brat (I was going to write something different0, because people then react if only to shut you up!
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
this is just the way life go round and round friend but don't you know that every mistake we made just made us even stronger? So do not worry, we can still fix this and have a life as good as we wanted it in the right time.... keep up believing and dreaming... God bless.
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
You should have wrote that 'something different', sweetie. You know i can handle that. Always be straightforward and honest. Now, as for the toys, i don't have any more to throw around. Maybe the cutlery will do. Prime, most of these things makes you harder, not always stronger. I think i am actually starting to hate some people. A shame actually.
@Memnon (2173)
21 Jul 10
Have I lost my part in this thread, or am I just being too English?
@sagar21 (1583)
• India
20 Jul 10
Hey, Don't get drunk too much.. and fall asleep on some pavement...he...he.... Now who is that fool who kicks your butt?? Give me his/her info I'll kick his/her's first.. Life is just not unfair you alone..but for all... and we have to make things...happen our way.... thanks for the topic... have a great day/night.....
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
hi sagar, I guess she is not drunk she is just resting her wing for the moment and very well said... nice message... thank for this friend... happy mylotting and more power, see more next time
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
Sweetie, sometimes i wish i drank, then i could have so much fun, you know. What is left after i have done the kicking, you can have, okay. I am done resting now, Prime. Time to move my butt, you know.
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
That sounds even better my B now that you are done with the kicking try to hide your wings on your back and lie down for me okay? I do not want you to get so tired that would be bad.....
@hexeduser22 (5853)
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
Life is indeed unfair for most of us. We all have different dreams and goals in life but only a few of us see life being wonderful. I know for a fact what my problem is and I can say I was the one who made my life unfair and it was too late when I realized it. I keep blaming other people for my upsets and downfall. From time to time we encounter bad karma and I think that is to test our character and we don't get too relaxed as well. Life is full of surprises. Cheer up sweet angel
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
Hex sweetie, i know i did something to piss karma off. That is her problem, though. She just have to get use to my moods and tantrums. You have no idea how i am changing my life now. I can only hope and pray that this will be for the good. Can you lend me a shoulder when i mess this up?
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
I would be most willing to lend you a hand saph but I'm sure you wont mess it up
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
I will try not to mess it up. No promises on this one, though.
@pwnson (151)
• India
30 Jul 10
Well i know what it is like. My behavior was similar. I finally had to make a decide cause I don't live with the guilt of behaving like a tramp when i had a great husband who love me. You just need to be quite......You can do it if your ready. You will find it only worse. I hope you don't waste that much time figuring.
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
30 Jul 10
I am trying my utmost best sweetie. Thanx. TATA.
@Gany15k (1674)
• India
23 Jul 10
Hi saphrina, I too think about this lot of times..I get very much upset when I think that why God not giving things which we like... It is just one life and have to fulfill our wishes but it is not possible..If I ask this to anyone they say ,common man life is like this we have to accept..What stupid saying is this.. Very bad..
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
23 Jul 10
Hello Gany. It is a stupid saying sweetie. I think if we really want something, we should get it. Just for once i would like that. It will be so much easier. Thanx. TATA.
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
Life full of trials and sorrows. unfair even the person involves like to be fair. They are so many different facade and many fail to reveal their true self when they are so busy adoring itself. In your case you have a temper who want things exactly as you desire. though not achievable most of the times you are not alone almost everyone one or many times in their life have wish life better sailing without contradiction. But fate does not work out that way no matter one desires. Plan proceed but success always in vain not most of the times is attainable. Surely the road for perfection is far and whatever life lead be it end up perfect or faulty the matter of acceptance is what everyone need to learn..
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
Hi sweetie. Well, i am trying to keep myself under control sometimes, but it's not always that easy. I just need things to be done faster as in yesterday. I know fate won't let me have my way. I can only bur try and change that. Thanx. TATA.
@jinjer168 (1599)
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
Hello saphrina! Take it easy my friend! Life is really just like that and we really can't have everything that we wish and worked hard for in an instant. There's a sunshine after the rain as we all know. Be thankful still that you're alive and healthy, i always remember my mother saying to me that you have to be thankful not having all the things that you wanted today so you could still have the opportunity to be happy tomorrow. Have a nice sleep saph! take care!
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
Thanx sweetie. Maybe it isn't such a good idea to have my way always. TATA.
• United Arab Emirates
21 Jul 10
Every thing wants a learning. If you want to drive your life to your way you must try to learn every moment. Dont struck only mold a little to yourself to get pass through. Great things demand great responses.
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
I know sweetie, not always easy though. TATA.
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
Life is not unfair, but, most of the results of our life comes from us also. How we handle our life, how we response to challenges, it will greatly affect our life. If we do good to ourselves and to others, our life will also look good and we will be able to understand that life on this earth has a purpose. That we are placed in this world because we have a purpose here. This life is just temporary. All we have to do is to live life according to the will of the Most High. Let us make every day a fruitful and meaningful day to our life. Even if challenges, tribulations and hardships may come to our life, let us accept it with open heart. let us be thankful that we are still alive. Everybody wants to have a beautiful life, but, that will eventually depends on us.
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
I know sweetie, i just had to get rid of some of these little moods of mine. It helps a lot to do it here, you know. TATA.
• Malaysia
21 Jul 10
emotional disturbance. it come once a while. anyway try to relax and isolate yourself from your surroundings. at least you will feel better after you get yourself relaxed.
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
Well sweetie, the mountain look very inviting today. Maybe that should help a bit to relax. TATA.
@primeaque86 (8112)
• Philippines
21 Jul 10
I have been to all the boxes so far and oh, let me quote this angel for the two of us angel.... [b][i][i]"Whenever you feel low like this think of people who suffer much more than us. "[/i][/i][/b] we should work things out... do not worry.... I hope I can catch you later this afternoon.....
@saphrina (31739)
• South Africa
21 Jul 10
I see you had some fun. Good, i like it. Now as for working things out, i am on that already. I'll be here, if this connection hold today.