feel so senseless!!
26 Dec 10
don't say that. I believe strongly that each and every individual is brilliant and unique that no one can ever replace him/her or even copy their life. Maybe it's really just not your thing to debate on things or something. I know for a fact that i am not a good story teller so when there is an event or something, i just do what i do best - listen. Come dinner time, i would just ask things about them and let them do their thing and me my thing. When i do try to say something, i practice it in my head several times to see if it goes coherently and logical. Sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't. So when i eventually say something and other people don't seem to understand it (but i think it can be understood easily), then the problem does not lie with you anymore. Maybe they are too busy thinking of other things (like what to say or what to do tomorrow) that they were not able to listen and understand what you just said. So don't feel disappointed with yourself ok? try thinking of it that way, maybe it's not you, it's them :)
26 Dec 10
thanks to what you have said. i really appreciate it!! actually im also doing what you do many times. i practice it to my head first. like now i have wrote something in my mind but when i start to type it on my laptop seems like those words are not the ones i have wrote in my head, you get what i mean? its like i cant make an output on what i have composed in my brain!! i really feel that im dumb today!!