Staying indoor for almost 4 days now...

Philippines
May 7, 2011 8:00pm CST
I don't know but I just loved to stay inside my dark apartment. With all curtains down, windows closed and doing online things like blogging and searching for a job on the web. Sometimes I eat breakfast, sometimes not. I love it, no one's gonna tell me what to do. I felt the freedom here but sometimes I can also feel emptiness inside. It's like I don't have a family. Huh!
3 responses
• United States
8 May 11
I do enjoy some days inside but too many as a routine is not really good. I don't really have much family myself but I do try to balance a bit by going outside if even for a walk. It is not good to enjoy staying in way too much it can cause way too much thinking and depression. Christine do try and get a bit, it will do wonders to feel some outdoor time and enjoy a few laughs. You are quite young so please try and enjoy sometime with others as well.
• Philippines
8 May 11
Thanks hwg. Yeah, I want to have a reason to go outdoors too. I had mentioned before that I want to practice volleyball again but I had no one to come with me. People are busy and here I am stacked.
@rosepedal64 (4188)
• United States
8 May 11
Oh girl it sure does sound like you a case of depression. I have been in your shoes as well. It feels safe,secure, and relaxing. But does it really feel that way? I had to help myself get out of that mode. Go for a walk, go window shopping or something that doesn't cost anything. I promise if you do this at least three times a week it will help you to feel better. Let me know how it goes for you. Keep smiling.
• Philippines
8 May 11
Actually I'm not depressed. I am the only one left behind whenever my roommate will have her review. I'm stacked here my friends are quite busy. I also don't want to go malling alone nor shopping I don't have the budget for it. Huh! Life, all I want is to earn, have a job real work.
@gaiza12 (4884)
• Philippines
26 May 11
My bf only works 2-3 days a week and if he doesn't have work, he just stays at home. Like in his bed sleeping all day or watching his favorite anime, 3-6 episodes a day. He even only eats one meal a day. He says it's boring sometimes that is why I always encourage him to go out, go to the town, biking in going to another town or maybe go to his cousin's house. He is alone there though because he is working in another country. Try going out sometimes, see the sun. It's fun when you go out and feel the air and sun.